Welcome to Day 5 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com
The first two weeks of posts this month will be lewds and nudes from a couple of years back, taken shortly after I first came out. These have NEVER been uploaded to the blog before and thus haven’t been seen by anyone other than my partners and close friends, until now.
Nothing turned me on quite like seeing a girl cock sticking out from under a dress, a skirt, or any garment typically associated with femininity.
It wasn’t something I had seen a lot of up until then, aside from in some porn. Suddenly I was seeing it all the time now, only it wasn’t models or sex workers I was looking at… it was me.
That was my form, my face, and my cock that I saw openly subverting gender norms and expectations. Not some other person posting anonymous lewds on the internet. Not some other body that I wish was mine. It WAS my body, and seeing myself like that was arousing.
Holy fuck was I sexy and cute!
Once I acknowledged that I would totally fuck myself if I could, it wasn’t long before I became one of my favorite people to jerk off to.
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Yaaaas! Eff gender norms! And also holding compassionate space for the journey toward self-acceptance and hopefully self-love and self-lust.
Gender norms are seriously the worst. Booya to holding that compassionate space though!
“Once I acknowledged that I would totally fuck myself if I could, it wasn’t long before I became one of my favorite people to jerk off to.” Absolutely love this. I think this is so healthy. Self loathing is such a default for so many people and I totally get why so finding this place where to cast some of that aside is brilliant
Mollyx
Sometimes I’m still REALLY terrible to myself but the blog has definitely allowed me a lot more space to challenge the times I’m particularly cruel to myself by loving myself instead. It’s kinda been a revelation really! Of course, not everybody has the time to start a sex blog, but I do hope to inspire more people to find that little bit of space in their lives to appreciate their sexiness too!
I agree! You look very sexy and cute!
Thank you so much! Feeling very sexy and cute too!