Welcome to Day 3 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com
Doubling as a Sinful Sunday post.
The first two weeks of posts this month will be lewds and nudes from a couple of years back, taken shortly after I first came out. These have NEVER been uploaded to the blog before and thus haven’t been seen by anyone other than my partners and close friends, until now.
From the diaries of Mx Nillin: May 8, 2015,
It’s my fifth erection of the day.
Once again, I sneak off to the single stall, gender neutral washroom down the hall from my work desk and unbutton my pants. Almost immediately I feel the pressure on my groin loosen. My girl cock breathes… slowly hanging heavier in the grey with pink lace panties I bought just a few days earlier.
Never before in my life had I ever wore panties outside of my home, let alone my bedroom. Yet here I was with yet another pair of them on under my work pants, going for a week straight now, rubbing against me in ALL the right ways.
I couldn’t help it. It felt so goddamn incredibly good. Every few hours I felt myself grow hard and harder, straining against the zipper of my pants, begging to be let out.
As much as I had read that “real” trans people didn’t transition for sexual gratification, I couldn’t ignore the fact that for me sexual gratification was most definitely a part of my transition. Why shouldn’t it be? I’d repressed my sexuality for so long it seemed fucking ridiculous to keep doing so after coming out just because mainstream narratives had created this bullshit gatekeeping, all in some misguided effort to justify queer bodies to cishet critics.
Fuck that, I’m doing me MY way.
I pull down my panties a bit, take my girl cock in hand, and slowly stroke myself. It doesn’t take long before I spill my mess all over the tile floor of the bathroom.
Fuck that, I’m doing me MY fucking way.
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