25 Facts About My Queer Sex Life

Red Hot Suz recently did a 50 Fun Sex Facts About Me post, which I thought was pretty cool so I decided to do one too; except I’m going to split mine in half. So, here are the first 25 fun sex facts about Mx Nillin!

  1. I masturbate outdoors semi-frequently, especially in our backyard at night. It’s kinda my fave.
  2. I often dream of buying land and living as a full-time nudist in an RV home.
  3. My first sexual experiences were experimenting with my best friend during sleepovers and making out in his bedroom closet.
  4. When I was 17-years-old I used to sneak out of the house to suck the cocks of various internet hookups. In that one year I sucked, like, 30 cocks, and had my cock sucked a bunch, but I still considered myself a “virgin” because: heteronormativity.
  5. Because of that internalized homophobia and heteronormativity, I didn’t think that I had “lost my virginity” until I had PIV sex in a co-worker’s backyard when I was 21.
  6. My partner and I are non-monogamous. We sext and flirt with a lot of people online but we’ve only ever invited 3 people into our bed.
  7. I refer to my penis as my “girl cock” both in my writing and in person.
  8. I read more sex comics than I watch porn.
  9. My favorite sex comics often involve high fantasy scenarios or furry femboys.
  10. While I am domming my partner, they refer to me with the non-binary kink honorific “Mxtress” [pronounced mix-tress] rather than using any binary gendered titles.
  11. I LOVE edging [orgasm control].
  12. I once hooked up with a dude in his car who was high on poppers and I basically just watched him helicopter his flaccid dick around until I could safely excuse myself. That put me off of hookups for a couple years..
  13. One of my biggest fantasies is to be just covered in cum from multiple people jerking off onto me.
  14. I’m strangely turned on by satanic, witchcraft, and occult porn and erotic art.
  15. When I was really young and just discovering masturbation, I used to stop before orgasming because I had no idea what the sensation was [I had never been taught about orgasms] and it scared me.
  16. I LOVE eating semen, be it my own or someone else’s.
  17. Mutual masturbation is without a doubt one of my favorite sexual activities.
  18. I really, really want to attend a group masturbation party.
  19. While I’ve been fucked in the ass a lot, I’ve never been fucked by a penis. That’d be cool.
  20. I’m super not okay with having been circumcised without my consent as a baby. Like, I’m kinda pissed about it.
  21. When I was, like, 12 I cut a hole into a large sized stuffed leopard plushy and I fucking wrecked that thing… I think there was more cum in it than stuffing by the time I finally threw it out.
  22. I would suck cock every day if I could.
  23. I was kinda bummed by how awkward, loud, and clunky my first fleshlight was.
  24. I’ll fuck just about anybody, but I feel far more comfortable with queer and femme folks.
  25. I used to stick a lot of non-body safe household items into my butt, and that’s what inspired fucking weird things SAFELY for the Mx Nillin Fucks series.

Check back next week for 25 more sex facts about me! In the meantime, what would some of your sex facts be?

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: May 2017

[CW: nudity, pic of cum covered girl cock at the very end of this post]

Pretty quick monthly refap this time around as I’ve been in a huge funk that I’m just now really getting out of.

Feeling hopeful about June though. Got a few unique writing opportunities coming up, I’m getting back into doing#SexEdPonReviews for Crash Pad Series, a bit again, I’ll have a table for the blog at the Gender Fair in Regina on June 10th, and Wonder Woman comes out today, so, everything’s coming up Nillin!

 

Blog Related Stuff

Well, this was a month of literally nothing going according to plan. With May being Masturbation Month I had originally planned out a new Mx Nillin Fucks post, a piece where my partner interviews me about Mx Nillin Fucks, a post on why I feel that safe masturbation practices should be a crucial part of sex ed, and a post on observations made while eating my own cum for an entire month.

And then none of that happened… so… fuck. Anyway, here are the two posts I DID get around making, which just kinda came together:

  • I’m That Angry Queer, a piece on the power of owning your queer anger and rejecting tone policing bullshit, respectability politics for our oppressors, abusive trolls, and shitty performative allies.

 

A Surprisingly Sweet Threesome, Cum Eating Observations, and Social Recalibration.

  • In early May, Fal and I had our very close friend and lover come to visit us for the weekend. It was so fucking hot out (30+ degrees) so we mostly stayed indoors watching horror movies and playing tabletop games in various stages of partial nudity. Then we had, what I felt, was by far the most affectionate and passionate threesome than I’ve ever experienced before. It started with a naked snuggle pile of gentle kisses and caresses before getting hot and heavy. Time just kinda slowed down and the whole thing felt super… romantic, I guess? Maybe it was just me. Anyway, Fal and I have always felt that sex with this lover is constantly wonderful but I just felt like there was just something really deep and EXTRA intimate about it this time. It was incredible.
  • One of my, sadly, abandoned pieces for Masturbation Month was observations on eating my own cum for the entire month. Obviously I didn’t accomplish this, BUT I did still eat my cum an awful lot. 20 loads of it, to be exact! And some of the observations were pretty interesting. For starters, I realized that I masturbate to sex comics more than any other form of porn. The second thing I masturbate most to is pics, or fantasies, of my friends. Also, my cum is flavorless. Yep. It genuinely does not have any discernible taste the vast majority of the time. This is something that was confirmed by both my partner and our lover during the aforementioned threesome. Does it mean anything? I dunno. I don’t really care. I’m kinda just cool with my flavorless loads.
  • My social needs tend to change rather drastically, and radically, depending on where I am in life. This sometimes leads to what many may consider bridge burning, but I see more as re-calibrating. I recently trimmed back my Facebook friends list to just very close friends and some sex ed peers. Doing so was long overdue given the emotional and psychological overload that is 2017. My social media feed is considerably less conservative, and almost devoid of white, cis nonsense. Call that a bubble all you like, idgaf.

 

Other Cool Stuff

Decided to add a new section this time, basically just quickly highlighting a bunch of other stuff I liked, found interesting, and/or just wanted to share from the last month. So, here’s some of that stuff.

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

So, once again I haven’t taken any new nudes because my mental health has been a huge pile of shit. Depression fucking sucks, y’all. But here’s an especially lewd old fave of mine!

 

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: April 2017

[CW: nudity, pic of girl cock at the very end of this post]

April showers bring spring colds, post nasal drip coughing fits, and chronic sinus congestion. Well, it didn’t actually rain much this month but my allergies have been going haywire nonetheless, and the last week solid was a complete write-off with me spending most of it in bed curled up in a ball.

Overall, it’s been kind of a miserable month health wise tbh. Between waking up every other night coughing due to coughing fits from incessant post nasal drip, and just generally feeling clogged up, I’m pretty grumpy, tired, and irritable at the best of times.

On the upside, I was still quite productive on the blog this month. There is also a lot coming up that I’m very excited for. Most notably, our friends with benefits from out of town are coming to visit us next weekend! My partner and I haven’t seen them in quite some time as life is busy and we’ve all be tight on travel funds. So, we’re really looking forward to spending time with them as we’ve missed them terribly. Of course we are also hoping that everybody is feeling good so that we can fuck them, because we’ve also missed that too [SO much]!

 

Blog Related Stuff

This month was pretty chill at the blog. I’ve had a lot of other work and responsibilities outside of Mx Nillin to focus on so a lot of the pieces written for April were more self-reflective in nature.

Okay, so as for site content, here were this month’s posts:

 

Sexual Assault Awareness Month, Butt Stuff, Cum Eating Goals, and My Adorable Girl Cock Bulge.

  • In the last monthly refap I mentioned that New Hope Inc. had asked me to film a short clip for Sexual Assault Awareness Month. That vid went live on their Facebook page just a couple of days ago, so, be sure to CLICK HERE and give it a watch!

 

  • I don’t fuck my ass nearly as much as I should. For somebody who has a lot of dildos, plugs, and lube to play with I often go weeks, sometimes even months, without busting any of that out for play times. I think a lot of it comes down to a mix of laziness and some lingering shame about the act that’s still insidiously lodged in my subconscious. But just last week I had a nice long bath with my Sleipnir (Small) from Bad Dragon and the Orca Large from Erotic Exotics and whew… I came HARD. With May being masturbation month I’m committing to spending a lot more quality time exploring my booty, prostate, along with my girl cock.

 

  • Speaking of masturbation month I have a few things planned. Not only will I be enjoying that “quality time “ I mentioned in my last post I also plan to eat my cum at LEAST once a day for the entirety of this month. Why? Because I love eating cum. Also, I want to experiment with shit. Like, eating different foods to change the taste of it. Then there are the claims out there that eating your own semen does wonders for your skin and can serve both as an anti-depressant and sleep aid, among other things. True? I dunno… let’s see how I feel after a month.

 

  • A few days ago I was wearing a some leggings and a skirt when I noticed that I had a really cute girl cock bulge going on. Naturally, I snapped a pic of it and for the remainder of the month my obsession has been wearing fem things that compliment and enhance my package. Booty shorts have been a big thing, as has NOT wearing panties. I think I want to write a post all about embracing the cock bulge for those, like me, who don’t tuck. I touched on it before in my Panty Shopping Tips for People With a Penis Who Don’t Tuck, but I feel like another post all together on bulge positivity is needed!

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

As with previews refaps, I like to end each of these posts with my favorite lewd pic of the month. Unfortunately, I didn’t really take many nudes in April, so, here’s a quick pick of girl cock!

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