Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: May 2017

[CW: nudity, pic of cum covered girl cock at the very end of this post]

Pretty quick monthly refap this time around as I’ve been in a huge funk that I’m just now really getting out of.

Feeling hopeful about June though. Got a few unique writing opportunities coming up, I’m getting back into doing#SexEdPonReviews for Crash Pad Series, a bit again, I’ll have a table for the blog at the Gender Fair in Regina on June 10th, and Wonder Woman comes out today, so, everything’s coming up Nillin!

 

Blog Related Stuff

Well, this was a month of literally nothing going according to plan. With May being Masturbation Month I had originally planned out a new Mx Nillin Fucks post, a piece where my partner interviews me about Mx Nillin Fucks, a post on why I feel that safe masturbation practices should be a crucial part of sex ed, and a post on observations made while eating my own cum for an entire month.

And then none of that happened… so… fuck. Anyway, here are the two posts I DID get around making, which just kinda came together:

  • I’m That Angry Queer, a piece on the power of owning your queer anger and rejecting tone policing bullshit, respectability politics for our oppressors, abusive trolls, and shitty performative allies.

 

A Surprisingly Sweet Threesome, Cum Eating Observations, and Social Recalibration.

  • In early May, Fal and I had our very close friend and lover come to visit us for the weekend. It was so fucking hot out (30+ degrees) so we mostly stayed indoors watching horror movies and playing tabletop games in various stages of partial nudity. Then we had, what I felt, was by far the most affectionate and passionate threesome than I’ve ever experienced before. It started with a naked snuggle pile of gentle kisses and caresses before getting hot and heavy. Time just kinda slowed down and the whole thing felt super… romantic, I guess? Maybe it was just me. Anyway, Fal and I have always felt that sex with this lover is constantly wonderful but I just felt like there was just something really deep and EXTRA intimate about it this time. It was incredible.
  • One of my, sadly, abandoned pieces for Masturbation Month was observations on eating my own cum for the entire month. Obviously I didn’t accomplish this, BUT I did still eat my cum an awful lot. 20 loads of it, to be exact! And some of the observations were pretty interesting. For starters, I realized that I masturbate to sex comics more than any other form of porn. The second thing I masturbate most to is pics, or fantasies, of my friends. Also, my cum is flavorless. Yep. It genuinely does not have any discernible taste the vast majority of the time. This is something that was confirmed by both my partner and our lover during the aforementioned threesome. Does it mean anything? I dunno. I don’t really care. I’m kinda just cool with my flavorless loads.
  • My social needs tend to change rather drastically, and radically, depending on where I am in life. This sometimes leads to what many may consider bridge burning, but I see more as re-calibrating. I recently trimmed back my Facebook friends list to just very close friends and some sex ed peers. Doing so was long overdue given the emotional and psychological overload that is 2017. My social media feed is considerably less conservative, and almost devoid of white, cis nonsense. Call that a bubble all you like, idgaf.

 

Other Cool Stuff

Decided to add a new section this time, basically just quickly highlighting a bunch of other stuff I liked, found interesting, and/or just wanted to share from the last month. So, here’s some of that stuff.

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

So, once again I haven’t taken any new nudes because my mental health has been a huge pile of shit. Depression fucking sucks, y’all. But here’s an especially lewd old fave of mine!

 

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: April 2017

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April showers bring spring colds, post nasal drip coughing fits, and chronic sinus congestion. Well, it didn’t actually rain much this month but my allergies have been going haywire nonetheless, and the last week solid was a complete write-off with me spending most of it in bed curled up in a ball.

Overall, it’s been kind of a miserable month health wise tbh. Between waking up every other night coughing due to coughing fits from incessant post nasal drip, and just generally feeling clogged up, I’m pretty grumpy, tired, and irritable at the best of times.

On the upside, I was still quite productive on the blog this month. There is also a lot coming up that I’m very excited for. Most notably, our friends with benefits from out of town are coming to visit us next weekend! My partner and I haven’t seen them in quite some time as life is busy and we’ve all be tight on travel funds. So, we’re really looking forward to spending time with them as we’ve missed them terribly. Of course we are also hoping that everybody is feeling good so that we can fuck them, because we’ve also missed that too [SO much]!

 

Blog Related Stuff

This month was pretty chill at the blog. I’ve had a lot of other work and responsibilities outside of Mx Nillin to focus on so a lot of the pieces written for April were more self-reflective in nature.

Okay, so as for site content, here were this month’s posts:

 

Sexual Assault Awareness Month, Butt Stuff, Cum Eating Goals, and My Adorable Girl Cock Bulge.

  • In the last monthly refap I mentioned that New Hope Inc. had asked me to film a short clip for Sexual Assault Awareness Month. That vid went live on their Facebook page just a couple of days ago, so, be sure to CLICK HERE and give it a watch!

 

  • I don’t fuck my ass nearly as much as I should. For somebody who has a lot of dildos, plugs, and lube to play with I often go weeks, sometimes even months, without busting any of that out for play times. I think a lot of it comes down to a mix of laziness and some lingering shame about the act that’s still insidiously lodged in my subconscious. But just last week I had a nice long bath with my Sleipnir (Small) from Bad Dragon and the Orca Large from Erotic Exotics and whew… I came HARD. With May being masturbation month I’m committing to spending a lot more quality time exploring my booty, prostate, along with my girl cock.

 

  • Speaking of masturbation month I have a few things planned. Not only will I be enjoying that “quality time “ I mentioned in my last post I also plan to eat my cum at LEAST once a day for the entirety of this month. Why? Because I love eating cum. Also, I want to experiment with shit. Like, eating different foods to change the taste of it. Then there are the claims out there that eating your own semen does wonders for your skin and can serve both as an anti-depressant and sleep aid, among other things. True? I dunno… let’s see how I feel after a month.

 

  • A few days ago I was wearing a some leggings and a skirt when I noticed that I had a really cute girl cock bulge going on. Naturally, I snapped a pic of it and for the remainder of the month my obsession has been wearing fem things that compliment and enhance my package. Booty shorts have been a big thing, as has NOT wearing panties. I think I want to write a post all about embracing the cock bulge for those, like me, who don’t tuck. I touched on it before in my Panty Shopping Tips for People With a Penis Who Don’t Tuck, but I feel like another post all together on bulge positivity is needed!

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

As with previews refaps, I like to end each of these posts with my favorite lewd pic of the month. Unfortunately, I didn’t really take many nudes in April, so, here’s a quick pick of girl cock!

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: March 2017

[CW: nude, NSFW pic at the very end of this post]

March was cold and dreary in Saskatchewan but I didn’t mind cause it motivated me to explore and experiment with a bunch of kink and fetish play activities I’ve been super curious about. Also, the first expansion pack for Battlefied 1 came out so I’ve been kicking ass at that on PS4. Plus, Beauty and the Beast, Power Rangers, Logan, and Life all came out, so, I mean, Fal and I went to the movies a LOT.

Anyway, video games and movies aside, here’s all the sexy shenanigans I got up to in March.

 

Blog Related Stuff

This month was honestly some of the most fun I’ve had blogging, almost entirely because of a new bi-weekly post series here called “Mx Nillin Fucks…” The general idea behind it is that once or twice a month I’m going to purchase an inanimate object to stick my girl cock in and use as an unconventional masturbation aid. At the end of each of these posts will be a poll with a few options for readers to vote on what I try to fuck next!

This month I masturbated with warm apple pie and then ya’ll voted for me to get it on with Jell-O. Now, according to the latest poll, it’s looking like April will begin with me sliding my girl cock into a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. While my posts about these acts may be laced with bitter sarcasm and sassiness, please know that I’m having a blast with this new feature.

Okay, so as for site content, here were this month’s posts:

 

#SexEdPornReviews, Food Sex, Cock Sucking Cravings, and Preparing for Sexual Assault Awareness Month

  • I haven’t been doing as many Sex Ed Porn Reviews this year due to life and general business, so, when I am able to say yes to those invites it is a very big treat. This past month I was invited to watch and tweet a few thoughts about Episode 234, featuring April Flores and Milcah Halili. Check out the coverage to read about what sexual health educators, sex bloggers, and other sex workers thought about all the spitting, fisting, spanking, and hardcore fucking Crash Pad’s newest episode brought.
  • Ever since starting the “Mx Nillin Fucks…” feature I’ve been pretty into playing around with food, masturbation, and eating cum. One of my favorite discoveries as of late have been a series of Tumblr blogs all about mixing semen (or ejaculate in general) with various foods and eating them as part of sex play or just regular consumption. Some of the tumblrs I’m really into right now that focus on this fetish are [CW: these are are all NSFW 18+ only links] Cum Gourmet and the classic All Natural Naughty Fun. I wish there were more cum eating, cum on food, and cum play blogs! Looks like I’ll just have to post more of that stuff myself lol
  • It has been about 6-months since I last sucked a cock. I still remember her holding my head as she face fucked me while Fal caressed her body. My jaw ached, but it felt SO good to be used like that and I genuinely crave her cock again. I want to feel her grow hard in my hands, taste the pre-cum off of her, feel her slide herself to the back of my throat, then roughly use my face before explode in my mouth. Too much? I don’t care! God I want her.
  • I was asked to film a short clip for New Hope, a non-profit organization serving domestic and sexual violence survivors throughout Massachusetts, in recognition of Sexual Assault Awareness Month to shed light on the unique forms of sexual violence that trans, non-binary, genderqueer, and gender non-conforming people face. Keep an eye out on the Mx Nillin Facebook page for news about when that vid goes live!

 

Slutty Pic of the Month

As with previews refaps, I like to end each of these posts with my favorite lewd and nude pic of the month. With all the new food fucking content here this month’s sexy pic comes from Mx Nillin Fucks… Jell-O! I dunno what it is about this picture I like so much, but here I am moments before dipping my tip into dat mold.

 

Speaking of food sex, the results of the last Mx Nillin Fucks poll are in and next week my girl cock will find its way into… a peanut butter and jelly sandwich!! And for those who were following the Mx Nillin Facebook page, I fully intend to follow through on my promise that if I orgasm and ejaculate into this sandwich I am going to eat it afterward.

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