Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: July 2017

[CW: image at the end shows NSFW image of a cute enby babe cover in their own semen]

It has been so fucking hot out y’all. Like, the vast majority of the last month in Saskatchewan has actually seen near historic highs of 35-40 degrees Celsius on average and where I live we experienced literally the hottest and driest July ever on record.

Yet despite this, I actually managed to ramp up productivity during the latter half of the month!

 

Blog Related Stuff

In case you missed some, here’s all the new content on

 

Backyard Nudes, Buying Porn From Friends, A Taste for Erotica, and Fem Beards.

  • As part of the erotica chapter I wrote this month my partner took some fun lewd pics of me in our car parked out back of the place we rent. It was hot and sweaty out, and taking those pics in the early evening while neighbors went about yard work on the other side of fences was SUPER exciting. 
  • Speaking of erotica: I’m kinda hooked now! So, not only is chapter 2 of the prairie queers story in the works, but I’m also writing a story inspired by sex talk with and fantasies about a friend. Know what the best part about it is? She knows that I’m writing it, has consented to being involved in the piece, is excited to read it, and she even picked her character’s name! 
  • Earlier in the month my partner and I bought porn from good friends of ours who sell clips on Amateur Porn. We’ve been pretty close with them for a while and watching a hardcore sex video of them was seriously hot af. Keep an eye out for a post on more feels about that later!
  • I’ve purposely been trying to shave less often lately. For two reasons, really: 1. I’m fucking cute af and I’m tired of my facial hair making me feel less attractive, and, 2. I fucking hate shaving. So, I’m kinda all about finding where I feel best with stubble going on. Test selfies incoming to Twitter over the next couple of weeks!

 

More Cool Stuff

Taylor J. Mace at Feisty Fox Films always publishes outstanding content but the posts they were putting out last month REALLY got me in the feels. Specifically their pieces The Blogsquad, Making Conferences More Welcoming, and having crushes on your friends were hands down some of my favorite summer reads.  

One of my all-time favorite sex comics online is Alfie from InCase and I hadn’t really read it much this year so last week I caught up on, like, two Chapters and holy shit hot damn… if you haven’t read it before then you should seriously get the fuck on that. Here’s where it all begins: Chapter 1.

All my sex blogger friends are heading off to the Woodhull Sexual Freedom Summit and I am feeling simultaneously fucking stoked for them, and also sad that I’m not there. Please, everyone, have the best time and take all of the pictures!

I’m kinda all about this lewd Winnie the Pooh art right now.

Also, these Nintendo babes in cat keyhole bras & bikinis.

 

Sexy Selfie of the Month

Throwback lewd to that time I came all over my own face and dress then took cute facial selfies.

Continue Reading

Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: June 2017

[CW: Nudity, at the end of this post is a sexually explicit photo depicting oral sex.]

Lots of mixed feels this month as my newsfeeds were flooded with the pinkwashing, tone policing, respectability politics and rainbow splattered corporate banners that have become the heart and soul of Pride Month. It’s extra frustrating watching your community march alongside politicians only there for the good press, carrying disingenuous signs with hollow platitudes like “Love wins”, and grandstanding abusive businesses, all while white lesbian and gay folks actively silence and minimize those who are most vulnerable and marginalized. Wouldn’t want to ruin the party, right?

When Pride is all about making money and prioritizing the comfort of funders, sponsors, and allies… then who is it really for?

When your services and programming is more focused on making your allies, and the most privileged in your community, feel comfortable at the expense of marginalized people… then who are they really for?

When you are hosting your events in spaces that make your marginalized members feel unsafe, at times they cannot be there, and for costs that are unaffordable to them… then who are you really centering?

When you discount and disregard valid expressions of grief, pain, suffering, fear, and anger from marginalized people speaking out against transphobia, racism, harassment, police violence, and systemic oppression… then who are YOU really standing for?

But, I digress. Rather than sit and stew about all of this I instead chose to channel my frustrations into a number of posts, projects, and engaging more with my followers and other queer and trans folx around Saskatchewan. And despite some rough experiences with misgendering, deadnaming, harassment, and tone policing from peeps, this past month was arguably my most productive and successful in a long while.

 

Blog Related Stuff

Once again the new Mx Nillin Fucks post, which will center my efforts to masturbate with a pool noodle, was put off for another month. Instead, my focus turned to reflecting on this blog on a whole, asking myself about what I hoped to accomplish, why it was that I started writing about sexuality, and better focusing in on my pursuits. Ultimately, this is a blog for queer and trans folx written by a foul-mouthed, slutty, androbabe with a PROUD girl cock and I intend to keep it that way. Over the next few months I hope to branch out with some other projects and work too so keep an eye out here for updates! Anyway, now for the new content from this month:

 

A Re-Do on Trans Day of Remembrance, Sex Ed Porn Reviews, Nudes From a Handsome Man, and Blowjob Pics

  • Early in June my partner and I traveled to Regina to table Mx Nillin at the TransSask Support Services 2017 Gender Fair. As part of that display, I made a sexy new blog info sheet to use at future events.
  • A week later we went live on Facebook to read out the names of TDoR 2016 victims for those in Moose Jaw who were upset about them not being read at the memorial service last November. It was very important to us, and others, that their names were said aloud here. During our live post we talked at length about how trans people are erased and invalidated in death by news media, coroners, police, obituaries and their families. We also discussed how TDoR is first most and foremost a memorial service for trans and queer folk to grieve those lost and honor their memories. Say their names, y’all…
  • I was invited to watch and tweet about Crash Pad Series’ Episode 240, starring Andre Shakti and Dante DeMoan, and Episode 241, starring Surgeon and Maggie McMuffin. Tweeting about them marked my 1-Year Anniversary of participating in the #SexEdPornReviews feature for Crash Pad Series!
  • Okay this one is actually from the end of last month but I was sexting with a handsome man, who I’ve been acquaintance friends with for a while now, and he sent me dirty messages and lewd pics and vids and I’m kinda all about them. And I know that you’re reading this… my inbox is always open so… *suggestive wink*
  • My partner and I have long planned to take blowjob pics and those FINALLY happened! We may have made a short vid too, but that one’s for sharing with friends only. Anyway, check out my fave from the set below in this month’s slutty pic.

 

Mx Nillin’s Slutty Pic of the Month

This month’s pic guest stars my partner with their amazing blowjob skills! Here they are sucking my girl cock.

Continue Reading

Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: May 2017

[CW: nudity, pic of cum covered girl cock at the very end of this post]

Pretty quick monthly refap this time around as I’ve been in a huge funk that I’m just now really getting out of.

Feeling hopeful about June though. Got a few unique writing opportunities coming up, I’m getting back into doing#SexEdPonReviews for Crash Pad Series, a bit again, I’ll have a table for the blog at the Gender Fair in Regina on June 10th, and Wonder Woman comes out today, so, everything’s coming up Nillin!

 

Blog Related Stuff

Well, this was a month of literally nothing going according to plan. With May being Masturbation Month I had originally planned out a new Mx Nillin Fucks post, a piece where my partner interviews me about Mx Nillin Fucks, a post on why I feel that safe masturbation practices should be a crucial part of sex ed, and a post on observations made while eating my own cum for an entire month.

And then none of that happened… so… fuck. Anyway, here are the two posts I DID get around making, which just kinda came together:

  • I’m That Angry Queer, a piece on the power of owning your queer anger and rejecting tone policing bullshit, respectability politics for our oppressors, abusive trolls, and shitty performative allies.

 

A Surprisingly Sweet Threesome, Cum Eating Observations, and Social Recalibration.

  • In early May, Fal and I had our very close friend and lover come to visit us for the weekend. It was so fucking hot out (30+ degrees) so we mostly stayed indoors watching horror movies and playing tabletop games in various stages of partial nudity. Then we had, what I felt, was by far the most affectionate and passionate threesome than I’ve ever experienced before. It started with a naked snuggle pile of gentle kisses and caresses before getting hot and heavy. Time just kinda slowed down and the whole thing felt super… romantic, I guess? Maybe it was just me. Anyway, Fal and I have always felt that sex with this lover is constantly wonderful but I just felt like there was just something really deep and EXTRA intimate about it this time. It was incredible.
  • One of my, sadly, abandoned pieces for Masturbation Month was observations on eating my own cum for the entire month. Obviously I didn’t accomplish this, BUT I did still eat my cum an awful lot. 20 loads of it, to be exact! And some of the observations were pretty interesting. For starters, I realized that I masturbate to sex comics more than any other form of porn. The second thing I masturbate most to is pics, or fantasies, of my friends. Also, my cum is flavorless. Yep. It genuinely does not have any discernible taste the vast majority of the time. This is something that was confirmed by both my partner and our lover during the aforementioned threesome. Does it mean anything? I dunno. I don’t really care. I’m kinda just cool with my flavorless loads.
  • My social needs tend to change rather drastically, and radically, depending on where I am in life. This sometimes leads to what many may consider bridge burning, but I see more as re-calibrating. I recently trimmed back my Facebook friends list to just very close friends and some sex ed peers. Doing so was long overdue given the emotional and psychological overload that is 2017. My social media feed is considerably less conservative, and almost devoid of white, cis nonsense. Call that a bubble all you like, idgaf.

 

Other Cool Stuff

Decided to add a new section this time, basically just quickly highlighting a bunch of other stuff I liked, found interesting, and/or just wanted to share from the last month. So, here’s some of that stuff.

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

So, once again I haven’t taken any new nudes because my mental health has been a huge pile of shit. Depression fucking sucks, y’all. But here’s an especially lewd old fave of mine!

 

Continue Reading