Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: February 2017

Not a whole lot to cover this month. Just a couple of blog posts, bragging about my new sex toys, a new favorite selfie, and a brief look ahead to my plans to stick my girl cock into things so that you don’t have to! [See 2nd section]


Blog Related Stuff

February was pretty chill around these parts. Aside from last month’s extra-large Monthly Refap there are only two new posts to check out:


Sex Swag, Butt Stuff, Porn Comics, and My Plan to Fuck a Whole Bunch of Weird Stuff

  • So, part of my internship for the CSPH includes writing a review for a sex toy or some sort of sexual product. I was expecting to get just one product, the Orca Large from exotic Erotics (which has become a legend of sorts among CSPH interns gossiping over who might end up getting it), but instead I got a package FILLED with over $500.00 worth of product to enjoy! I’m talking butt plugs, lube, condoms, a masturbation sleeve, AND the orca… booya!!
  • Needless to say, with so many plugs and the Orca Large to play with, my ass has been very happy! I’d also just like to take a moment to say how proud I am of myself for being able to take nearly all of the orca toy already. I didn’t think I could take much of it but… my ass devoured that toy.
  • I’ve been really hooked on sex comics lately. Mainly furry stuff, femboy comics, some monstergirl porn, and public fucking comics. If you’re looking for some porn great sex comics check out some of my recent faves: Behind the Scenes [queer furry femboys], Savor the Flavor [queer furry femboys],  Diving for Pearls [furry lesbian sex comic], Public Training [public disgrace/exhibitionism/outdoor sex], and  To The Pervert’s Husband [public oral and group sex in the park].
  • Finally, in the spirit of the 1999 classic movie American Pie, starting in March I’m gonna start masturbating with ridiculous shit so that you don’t have to! I’m talking warm apple pie, warmed up cantaloupe with a hole cut in it, plushies, a PB & J sandwich, whatever. I’ll buy it, masturbate with it, then I’ll right about how it feels, what the cleanup was like, and whether or not I’d recommend it as something you should try out!


Mx Nillin’s Lewds & Nudes of the Month

Below is a pic of me holding the Orca Large toy I got from the CSPH.

If you’d like to see NSFW images of me playing with and riding the toy, you can find them on the Nudes and Lewds page.

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: January 2017

[CW: nudes and NSFW pics below]


No big intro necessary, there’s a lot to cover this time as I missed December’s Monthly Refap too, so, let’s just get to it!

Blog Related Stuff

A lot of new posts and changes have come to the blog since the last Monthly Refap. Here are all of the posts that went live in December 2016 and January 2017:

Additionally, there are 3 new permanent pages found on the main navigation bar. One will house all of the Monthly Refap posts, another will collect current and future Ethical Exhibitionism post, and finally, there is officially a Nudes [18+ Only] gallery of all of my favorite sexy and pet play pics.


Sex Ed Stuff

My 2nd semester interning at the Center for Sexual Pleasure and Health officially started this past January 14th, but I had technically been working all throughout the winter holidays learning their social media schedule and fixing up the website a bit. For this Spring, I’m going primarily be helping operate FB and Twitter post scheduling, doing the Week in Review posts for the CSPH blog, while also completing website maintenance as needed.

Honestly, it feels REALLY good having so many consistent responsibilities to help the organization out. I’m getting a solid 8 or more hours of intern work a week now and in a lot of ways I’m really enjoying the experience of this semester even more than last Fall!

That being said, my writing here on the blog has really taken a backseat because of the increased internship workload, so, I plan to make more time for my own writing in February.


Pet Play, Fantasy Cocks, and SO Much Boobs

  • I did my first #SexEdPornReviews of the year for Crash Pad Series and had a lot of feels about how important queer porn is in my life.
  • Just last week I got all dressed up in my cat ears, tail, collar, and some slutty lingerie then posed for my partner who took the cutest, and hottest, gallery of me. They walked me around by a leash before ordering me to suck a dildo, fuck myself with it, jerk off into a cat food dish, and then lick the dish clean. You can check out some of the pics in the Nudes gallery!
  • Speaking of a dildo to suck and fuck, I was recently gifted a fantasy cock, the Sleipnir [size small], from a good friend and I seriously cannot get enough of it. It feels incredible and is hands down one of the best toys I have ever used for anal penetration so far. Of course, now I’m hooked on fantasy cocks in general and I want more…
  • Just last week, while feeling both depressed and frisky, I made a joke post about nobody sending me dick pics anymore so I would just have to send my own to myself. But a bunch of my femme friends actually stepped and surprised me with boob pics! I love that sexy selfies are the “mood lifter” among my friends.
  • At this point I think it’s safe to say that I’ve seen sexy selfies from, and have been seen naked by, most all of my closest friends with the exception of just a couple… which is pretty fucking awesome. Ya’ll are the best.


Mx Nillin’s Slutty Pic of the Month:

Okay, so there’s two of them this time. You’re welcome.

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Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: November 2016

This was a month of some pretty intense ups and downs. It was simultaneously my most productive to date in terms of content generation, and also the most devastating as I saw 9-months of hard work go up in flames just last week. Now I’m in the process of rebuilding my site from the ground up, while also anticipating another hosting service move in January. Ugh.

Anyway, be sure to read through to the end, where you’ll find my favorite slutty picture of me this month… well, my favorite that doesn’t involve fully exposed girl cock, at least.


Blog Related Stuff

Things started off pretty great, I was getting up a post every 4-5 days and I felt like each of them was really solid! But then my blog was permanently suspended and I had to spend the vast majority of the later part of the month trying to salvage whatever I could. Long story short, I’m now self-hosting here at and I’m basically starting over. New posts will be going up every Monday and Thursday, with Monday updates being brand new content never published before and Thursday updates being re-posts from the original wordpress blog. Read the full story here.


Sex Ed Stuff

My Fall internship at the Center for Sexual Pleasure and Health (CSPH) is quickly coming to a close. While I did apply to continue for another semester into Spring 2017, I haven’t heard for sure whether or not I’ll be back. Should I not be accepted to continue in Spring of 2017, I hope to still volunteer and/or contribute to the CSPH in some form. But this does have me thinking, whether it is right now, or in a few more months, my internship time with the CSPH will end and when it does… what do I do next?

It’s a big question. One that I haven’t really thought about since beginning my internship a couple of months ago in September. I guess the real question is: where do I want to be with all of this and how do I plan on getting there?

Anyway, this month my writing and website intern work included doing the Week in Review for November 4th, as well as a Word of the Week post on “Netflix and Chill“. I wish I had done more but it was a tough month that ultimately required me to balance things the best I could.


Kinkly’s Top 100, Oh Joy Sex Toy, Cocksucking, and Awesome Threesomes

– The month kicked off with me learning that I had been ranked at #6 for New Blogs of the year, and #35 overall, in Kinkly’s Top 100 Sex Blogging Superheroes 2016 contest. While there has been a lot of completely valid criticism of the contest, it still felt nice to be recognized and included among so many inspiring writers.

– While this could technically have been included in the Sex Ed Stuff section above because it concerns a post I wrote for the CSPH blog… it’s just so fuckin’ cool I really wanted it to stand out on its own! I had the AWESOME opportunity to interview Erika Moen and Matthew Nolan, creators of Oh Joy Sex Toy, about the release of Volume 3 of their collected work and an upcoming coloring book. Eeeeee!

– Once again I was invited back to the #SexEdPornReviews panel to live tweet about a couple more queer porn shoots from Crash Pad Series. Episode 226 (featuring Max Madame and Barbary Rose) had outstanding spanking, chest hitting, sub/dom talk, and a surprising amount of cum play, while Episode 227 (featuring Scout and Lew Pine) proved to be a pretty revolutionary watch for me as it showcased incredibly hot sex between genderqueer folk with all of their clothes on.

– Group sex fucking rocks! About mid-month my partner and I invited our beautiful fem friend over and things just kinda led to the three of us heading to the bedroom. My partner and I sucked our guest’s girl cock, then the two of them then gave me an intense double blowjob, and my partner masturbated between our guest and I. Honestly, I forgot how much I love sucking cock. And girl cock is SO much better. Hers was just so thick and soft, and feeling her finish all over my mouth and face as my partner watched… hot damn! We enjoyed our time together so much that we invited her over again, just this past weekend, and the three of us played in a whole bunch of new ways. Highlight of the second threesome was when my partner and our friend held me down and gave me multi-orgasms, then a messy ejaculation, through frenulum stimulation with the Shibari Wand.


Nillin’s Slutty Selfie of the Month

Those who read my frenulum stimulation post earlier in the month [it will be re-posted here on Dec 1st] might recognize this pic from the piece. Many a sexy selfies were taken over the past few weeks but this one was my fave of the relatively safe-for-work ones.


Thank you for sticking with me through this really crappy period of losing the blog and starting over. Will see you next month with a ton of new, and returning, content to!

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