Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: June 2017

[CW: Nudity, at the end of this post is a sexually explicit photo depicting oral sex.]

Lots of mixed feels this month as my newsfeeds were flooded with the pinkwashing, tone policing, respectability politics and rainbow splattered corporate banners that have become the heart and soul of Pride Month. It’s extra frustrating watching your community march alongside politicians only there for the good press, carrying disingenuous signs with hollow platitudes like “Love wins”, and grandstanding abusive businesses, all while white lesbian and gay folks actively silence and minimize those who are most vulnerable and marginalized. Wouldn’t want to ruin the party, right?

When Pride is all about making money and prioritizing the comfort of funders, sponsors, and allies… then who is it really for?

When your services and programming is more focused on making your allies, and the most privileged in your community, feel comfortable at the expense of marginalized people… then who are they really for?

When you are hosting your events in spaces that make your marginalized members feel unsafe, at times they cannot be there, and for costs that are unaffordable to them… then who are you really centering?

When you discount and disregard valid expressions of grief, pain, suffering, fear, and anger from marginalized people speaking out against transphobia, racism, harassment, police violence, and systemic oppression… then who are YOU really standing for?

But, I digress. Rather than sit and stew about all of this I instead chose to channel my frustrations into a number of posts, projects, and engaging more with my followers and other queer and trans folx around Saskatchewan. And despite some rough experiences with misgendering, deadnaming, harassment, and tone policing from peeps, this past month was arguably my most productive and successful in a long while.

 

Blog Related Stuff

Once again the new Mx Nillin Fucks post, which will center my efforts to masturbate with a pool noodle, was put off for another month. Instead, my focus turned to reflecting on this blog on a whole, asking myself about what I hoped to accomplish, why it was that I started writing about sexuality, and better focusing in on my pursuits. Ultimately, this is a blog for queer and trans folx written by a foul-mouthed, slutty, androbabe with a PROUD girl cock and I intend to keep it that way. Over the next few months I hope to branch out with some other projects and work too so keep an eye out here for updates! Anyway, now for the new content from this month:

 

A Re-Do on Trans Day of Remembrance, Sex Ed Porn Reviews, Nudes From a Handsome Man, and Blowjob Pics

  • Early in June my partner and I traveled to Regina to table Mx Nillin at the TransSask Support Services 2017 Gender Fair. As part of that display, I made a sexy new blog info sheet to use at future events.
  • A week later we went live on Facebook to read out the names of TDoR 2016 victims for those in Moose Jaw who were upset about them not being read at the memorial service last November. It was very important to us, and others, that their names were said aloud here. During our live post we talked at length about how trans people are erased and invalidated in death by news media, coroners, police, obituaries and their families. We also discussed how TDoR is first most and foremost a memorial service for trans and queer folk to grieve those lost and honor their memories. Say their names, y’all…
  • I was invited to watch and tweet about Crash Pad Series’ Episode 240, starring Andre Shakti and Dante DeMoan, and Episode 241, starring Surgeon and Maggie McMuffin. Tweeting about them marked my 1-Year Anniversary of participating in the #SexEdPornReviews feature for Crash Pad Series!
  • Okay this one is actually from the end of last month but I was sexting with a handsome man, who I’ve been acquaintance friends with for a while now, and he sent me dirty messages and lewd pics and vids and I’m kinda all about them. And I know that you’re reading this… my inbox is always open so… *suggestive wink*
  • My partner and I have long planned to take blowjob pics and those FINALLY happened! We may have made a short vid too, but that one’s for sharing with friends only. Anyway, check out my fave from the set below in this month’s slutty pic.

 

Mx Nillin’s Slutty Pic of the Month

This month’s pic guest stars my partner with their amazing blowjob skills! Here they are sucking my girl cock.

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The Other 25 Facts About My Queer Sex Life

Red Hot Suz recently did a 50 Fun Sex Facts About Me post, which I thought was pretty cool so I decided to do one too; but I split mine in half. The first 25 facts were posted last week and for those who’ve been waiting for the rest, here is 26 through 50!

  1. I very, very rarely wear any underwear.
  2. I absolutely refuse to tuck my girl cock, especially for any social expectations. I embrace my bulge.
  3. I love wearing butt plugs during road trips.
  4. I really want to start writing hardcore queer and trans erotica on the blog.
  5. Since coming out as queer and trans I have been degraded and rejected by half of my immediate family and most of my extended family. I no longer have contact with them.
  6. Blowjob porn is my go-to for quick fapping.
  7. I am a furry. My fursona is a femme, queer deer.
  8. I kinda love waking up with morning wood.
  9. I’m primarily a dom in the bedroom, but I like to switch on occasion.
  10. My partner and I have had sex in a lot of exciting places. Some of my faves have been: an outdoor tennis court, a baseball dugout at night, and in the dark along the Saskatchewan river as a party boat drifted by.
  11. When I was a tween I was strangely turned on by Kaa from the Jungle Book.
  12. I also masturbated to Lola Bunny a lot.
  13. Okay, I still masturbate to Lola Bunny a lot.
  14. According to those who have tasted it, my cum is generally flavorless & nice to swallow.
  15. I did my first ethical cum tribute to a friend a couple months ago & fucking loved it.
  16. Since then I’ve fantasized about people doing cum/ejaculate tributes to me too. Cum on my nudes, please!
  17. After I move away from my current city, I plan to more seriously consider sex work.
  18. On numerous occasions I have fantasized about being abducted by extraterrestrials, and used as their fuck toy.
  19. I also frequently fantasize about sex with robots.
  20. I used to be obsessed with my cock size. Since coming out as queer and trans, my insecurity around my girl cock is now almost completely non-existent.
  21. My partner and I certainly do struggle with jealousy at times in our non-monogamy, but we feel compersion [experiencing pleasure from watching my partner receive pleasure] far more often.
  22. My partner and I are nude 95% of the time that we’re home. 
  23. When I was quite young I had a urethral stricture, a condition where the urethra narrows, and I had to have a non-surgical procedure done involving dilators. It was horrible. Moving on.
  24. My first exposure to porn on the internet was hardcore hentai.
  25. I’m really excited to eat ass for the first time soon.

But enough about me, what sex facts would you have on your list?

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25 Facts About My Queer Sex Life

Red Hot Suz recently did a 50 Fun Sex Facts About Me post, which I thought was pretty cool so I decided to do one too; except I’m going to split mine in half. So, here are the first 25 fun sex facts about Mx Nillin!

  1. I masturbate outdoors semi-frequently, especially in our backyard at night. It’s kinda my fave.
  2. I often dream of buying land and living as a full-time nudist in an RV home.
  3. My first sexual experiences were experimenting with my best friend during sleepovers and making out in his bedroom closet.
  4. When I was 17-years-old I used to sneak out of the house to suck the cocks of various internet hookups. In that one year I sucked, like, 30 cocks, and had my cock sucked a bunch, but I still considered myself a “virgin” because: heteronormativity.
  5. Because of that internalized homophobia and heteronormativity, I didn’t think that I had “lost my virginity” until I had PIV sex in a co-worker’s backyard when I was 21.
  6. My partner and I are non-monogamous. We sext and flirt with a lot of people online but we’ve only ever invited 3 people into our bed.
  7. I refer to my penis as my “girl cock” both in my writing and in person.
  8. I read more sex comics than I watch porn.
  9. My favorite sex comics often involve high fantasy scenarios or furry femboys.
  10. While I am domming my partner, they refer to me with the non-binary kink honorific “Mxtress” [pronounced mix-tress] rather than using any binary gendered titles.
  11. I LOVE edging [orgasm control].
  12. I once hooked up with a dude in his car who was high on poppers and I basically just watched him helicopter his flaccid dick around until I could safely excuse myself. That put me off of hookups for a couple years..
  13. One of my biggest fantasies is to be just covered in cum from multiple people jerking off onto me.
  14. I’m strangely turned on by satanic, witchcraft, and occult porn and erotic art.
  15. When I was really young and just discovering masturbation, I used to stop before orgasming because I had no idea what the sensation was [I had never been taught about orgasms] and it scared me.
  16. I LOVE eating semen, be it my own or someone else’s.
  17. Mutual masturbation is without a doubt one of my favorite sexual activities.
  18. I really, really want to attend a group masturbation party.
  19. While I’ve been fucked in the ass a lot, I’ve never been fucked by a penis. That’d be cool.
  20. I’m super not okay with having been circumcised without my consent as a baby. Like, I’m kinda pissed about it.
  21. When I was, like, 12 I cut a hole into a large sized stuffed leopard plushy and I fucking wrecked that thing… I think there was more cum in it than stuffing by the time I finally threw it out.
  22. I would suck cock every day if I could.
  23. I was kinda bummed by how awkward, loud, and clunky my first fleshlight was.
  24. I’ll fuck just about anybody, but I feel far more comfortable with queer and femme folks.
  25. I used to stick a lot of non-body safe household items into my butt, and that’s what inspired fucking weird things SAFELY for the Mx Nillin Fucks series.

Check back next week for 25 more sex facts about me! In the meantime, what would some of your sex facts be?

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