Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: May 2017

[CW: nudity, pic of cum covered girl cock at the very end of this post]

Pretty quick monthly refap this time around as I’ve been in a huge funk that I’m just now really getting out of.

Feeling hopeful about June though. Got a few unique writing opportunities coming up, I’m getting back into doing#SexEdPonReviews for Crash Pad Series, a bit again, I’ll have a table for the blog at the Gender Fair in Regina on June 10th, and Wonder Woman comes out today, so, everything’s coming up Nillin!

 

Blog Related Stuff

Well, this was a month of literally nothing going according to plan. With May being Masturbation Month I had originally planned out a new Mx Nillin Fucks post, a piece where my partner interviews me about Mx Nillin Fucks, a post on why I feel that safe masturbation practices should be a crucial part of sex ed, and a post on observations made while eating my own cum for an entire month.

And then none of that happened… so… fuck. Anyway, here are the two posts I DID get around making, which just kinda came together:

  • I’m That Angry Queer, a piece on the power of owning your queer anger and rejecting tone policing bullshit, respectability politics for our oppressors, abusive trolls, and shitty performative allies.

 

A Surprisingly Sweet Threesome, Cum Eating Observations, and Social Recalibration.

  • In early May, Fal and I had our very close friend and lover come to visit us for the weekend. It was so fucking hot out (30+ degrees) so we mostly stayed indoors watching horror movies and playing tabletop games in various stages of partial nudity. Then we had, what I felt, was by far the most affectionate and passionate threesome than I’ve ever experienced before. It started with a naked snuggle pile of gentle kisses and caresses before getting hot and heavy. Time just kinda slowed down and the whole thing felt super… romantic, I guess? Maybe it was just me. Anyway, Fal and I have always felt that sex with this lover is constantly wonderful but I just felt like there was just something really deep and EXTRA intimate about it this time. It was incredible.
  • One of my, sadly, abandoned pieces for Masturbation Month was observations on eating my own cum for the entire month. Obviously I didn’t accomplish this, BUT I did still eat my cum an awful lot. 20 loads of it, to be exact! And some of the observations were pretty interesting. For starters, I realized that I masturbate to sex comics more than any other form of porn. The second thing I masturbate most to is pics, or fantasies, of my friends. Also, my cum is flavorless. Yep. It genuinely does not have any discernible taste the vast majority of the time. This is something that was confirmed by both my partner and our lover during the aforementioned threesome. Does it mean anything? I dunno. I don’t really care. I’m kinda just cool with my flavorless loads.
  • My social needs tend to change rather drastically, and radically, depending on where I am in life. This sometimes leads to what many may consider bridge burning, but I see more as re-calibrating. I recently trimmed back my Facebook friends list to just very close friends and some sex ed peers. Doing so was long overdue given the emotional and psychological overload that is 2017. My social media feed is considerably less conservative, and almost devoid of white, cis nonsense. Call that a bubble all you like, idgaf.

 

Other Cool Stuff

Decided to add a new section this time, basically just quickly highlighting a bunch of other stuff I liked, found interesting, and/or just wanted to share from the last month. So, here’s some of that stuff.

 

Slutty Pic(s) of the Month

So, once again I haven’t taken any new nudes because my mental health has been a huge pile of shit. Depression fucking sucks, y’all. But here’s an especially lewd old fave of mine!

 

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4 More Awesome Hardcore Furry Femboy Porn Comics

[CW: post contains sexually explicit art]

If you read and enjoyed my first post on femboy furry sex comics back in December, and you’ve been craving some more hella hot porn art featuring furry crossdressers, traps, sissies, and futas than this one is for you!

Once again, I’d like to reiterate to any and all self-identified crossdressers, femboys, sissies, traps, etc. out there: your experiences and motivations are valid. You are worthy and this blog will always be as safe and welcoming a place to you as it is for queer and trans folk as well.

If you are a reader who is unsure of any of the terms utilized there than I would like to encourage you to read my post A Case for Traps, Sissies, Femboys, and crossdressers.

Now, onto the porn! Just like last time, the comics below were chosen because they feature one or more super cute, and sexy, furry femboys as their leads. They also do not conflate femboys with trans people, nor do they use any transphobic terminology. Plus they are hot as FUCK, ya’ll. Just saying…

 


 

Friends With Benefits by Tokifuji

Read it right on Tokifuji’s Tumblr blog here: Part 1Part 2 Part 3.

This is actually the direct follow up to Some Things Never Change, shared in the last post on femboy furry comics.  While Sora and Jang are off banging each other in the V.I.P room of that cosplay/gaming store BK, Jang’s cute tiger femboy coworker, goes tot he security room where he ends up watching them on security cam. Clancy, the handsome store security guard, catches BK being a voyeur to the scene and joins in taking a look. Naturally, it doesn’t take long before some casual voyeurism, flirting, and BK suggestively eating a chocolate bar before it is straight into the sloppy cock sucking, cum drinking, butt fucking, and handjobs.

As a bonus, and teaser to the next comic, the story ends with BK dressed up as a SUPER cute, femboy Link from Legend of Zelda as Sora and Jang return to pine over him. YAY!

Be sure to also check out this 2-page one shot comic, Pet Treats, from Tokifuji featuring a cute femboy snake and bunny furry pleasuring their master.

 

Beta Behave by Tanksi

Read the whole comic in a two part Tumblr post: RIGHT HERE.

This one is actually a direct follow up to another comic called Alpha Knows Best. However, unlike it’s predecessor, Beta Behave features some hardcore crossdressing and feminization play. Novus comes home to find his partner Adrian exactly where he left him, tied to a bed dressed in slutty lingerie as punishment for ambushing him with collared sex the day before. With little hesitation, he heads to their dresser where he takes out some stockings and panties, puts them on Adrian, and then begins teasing him before taking him from behind while yanking on his leash.

So it’s not so much about femboys like the other comics BUT it’s a quick read and features some really hot crossdressing and bondage so, booya.

See more from Tanks on their FurAffinity page and Tumblr blog.

 

 

Critical Success by Roanoke (formerly “Ace”)

Read it the comic on Luscious comics: RIGHT HERE.

Another with ties from the last list, Critical Success features one of my biggest furry femboy crushes, Avery, who also starred in the hot group sex comic Table for Three. This time, he finds himself playing a tabletop game with  his buddy Terry. As Avery’s character in the game is confronted by some ooze furries he quickly uses his charisma ability to turn the game from high fantasy to a hardcore fantasy threesome complete with group sex, exhibitionism, spitroasting, rimming, shape-shifting genitalia, and a double-stuffed asshole.

 

 

Sexual Appetite by Tokifuji

Read it right here on Tokifuji’s Tumblr page: Part 1 Part 2.

Another really hot femboy comic from Tokifuji who, honestly, I feel kinda has this genre of furry porn cornered with outstanding art and incredibly attractive characters. Pretty simple plot here. Jay, the adorable blonde femboy kitty, and Dean have only ever fooled around with some “midnight gropefests” but Dean has a fun idea in mind that will take their … and it all starts with bacon wrapped cock.

Needless to say things escalate quickly to deepthroating, 69ing, ass eating, and a whole lotta cum swallowing (my fave!).

For a lot more of Tokifuji’s art, including hardcore photosets and other comic projects, check out their official Tumblr artists page.

Hope you enjoy them… a LOT. *wink* Treat yourself!

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A Look Back On My First Hentai Manga and the Sexual Fantasies That Stuck

[CW: sexually explicit images, discussion of content relating to sexual assault, rape, and coercive sex. I do NOT recommend this manga series to anyone who has experienced sexual trauma.]

Way back, when the internet had JUST made the switch from dial-up to broadband, and I was a tween just beginning to discover the wonders of online porn, one of the very first pieces of erotica I ever encountered was a hentai manga called Bondage Fairies.

The general idea behind the series was that it followed these two sexy, fem fairies named Pfil and Pamela who serve as hunters working to protect their forest home from a whole bunch of crap like satanic beetles, murderous shrimp, and sexually unsatisfied squirrels. No matter what the scenario was, no matter what new menace was introduced, it almost always started with them fucking each other and then quickly led to them fucking some insect(s), intelligent woodland critter(s), each other some more, themselves, or even an adult human being from time to time.

Soon enough, I also discovered there there was so much more than just the one series. In fact, there were four! You had The Original Bondage Fairies, Bondage Fairies Extreme (which had another 14 chapters), The New Bondage Fairies (WARNING: the original series contains rape plots), and The NEW Bondage Fairies: Fairies Fetish (another sizeable collection of porn comics). I’m talking well over 1000 pages of hardcore comics, ya’ll.

And this thing just had a LOT going for it including masturbation, mutual masturbation, fingering, fisting, anal, oral, face fucking, tribbing, squriting, cum eating, non-con play, masochism, threesomes, foursomes, gang bangs, orgies, nurse play, latex fetish, whips and chains, body harnesses, collars and leashes, and more.

At the time I had NO idea what even half of these things were called, let alone that there were some many other unique fetishes at play within this fantasy setting. Over the years my desires and fantasies have certainly changed and evolved but looking through Bondage Fairies again… it’s interesting to see how many of the fetishes in particular have stuck around. For example:

 

Macrophilia/Microphilia

What the fuck is that you ask? Good question!

Have you ever been looking through porn art on the internet and up pops some Disney lewds, and there’s Tinkerbelle drawn all sexy, maybe getting down with some human sized genitalia, and you’re like “damn, Tink is hot… I wonder what doing it with a fairy would be like”?

No? Okay, well it might just be me. Whatever.

The point here is that microphilia and macrophilia are sexual fantasies that involve some form of sexual arousal around very small, oftentimes miniature, beings or very large, oftentimes gigantic, beings. These fantasies can range from imagining that you are a 500 ft tall human babe using buildings as sex toys, to a human being having having their genitals rubbed down by a fairy, or, that you’re the fairy yourself, grinding up on those gigantic sexual organs to satiate the lust of your human overlords.

Is it weird? Sure. It’s weird. I’m weird, you’re weird, people are fucking weird and so are their sexual fantasies. Let’s move on.

 

Furries

Yep! While one might think of characters like Lola Bunny, Daffy Duck, or Lt. Judy Hopps as definitive of furry characters, the genre actually has a surprising amount of variety in how furries are personified. Furries that walk, talk, dress, and behave more like humans than like animals are of the anthropomorphic variety whereas characters that speak, think, and emote like humans, yet still appear far more animal [often not wearing much of any clothes and walking around on all four limbs] are what is known as “ferals”. Outside of porn settings, you might recognize a feral furry character as characters from movies like The Lion King, The Aristocats, Lady and the Tramp, 101 Dalmations, etc.

Of course, if you’ve read my blog for a while you’d know that I’ve been into furries and furry porn [often called “yiff”] for quite a while, though I’m almost exclusively in the anthro area there.

I’m less about Simba and more about Nick Wilde or Gadget Hackwrench, yo.

 

Exhibitionism, Outdoor Sex, BDSM…

…mutual masturbation, voyeurism, group sex, pegging, and so on on so forth. So okay, a lot of this shit was hot to me then and is still hot to me now, with the exception of a handful of things that have just never really done it for me personally (ie; piss play and vorephilia). The take away here is that I think it’s pretty fascinating to look back at early exposures to erotica and possibly rediscover the roots of what sexually excites me.

Unfortunately though, revisiting Bondage Fairies wasn’t all nostalgic sexiness…

 

Rape Culture

[CW: descriptions of sexual violence and manipulation] A few of the collected stories are tarnished by plots that relied heavily on sexual assault, rape, and sexual coercion “plots”. In particular, The New Bondage Fairies collection features The Rat Patrol, The Wrath of Titanos, Jumbo Shrimp, and Super Hopper, all featuring sexual assault as core parts of their story. Worse, these presentations of sexual assaults actively work to both trivialize and eroticize those actions through tired, sexist tropes that present Pfil as deep down “wanting” the sexual abuses she receives.

Further, the author broadly paints all the cis guy characters as not having any control over their sexual lust and oftentimes the other characters, Pamela included, blatantly ignore Pfil’s very clear statements of “NO” as they guilt or coerce her into sexual situations that she has explicitly expressed discomfort with. Pamela is more often than not the worst for this, taking great pride in manipulating Pfil to have sex with her or others.

So, that fucking sucks.

 

Do you remember what your first erotic media was (video, pictures, a book, comic)?

Are some of your long-held sexual fantasies and desires represented in that early erotica?

Looking back on it now, are there things about it that you see differently now?

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