Mx Nillin’s Monthly Refap: January 2017

[CW: nudes and NSFW pics below]

 

No big intro necessary, there’s a lot to cover this time as I missed December’s Monthly Refap too, so, let’s just get to it!

Blog Related Stuff

A lot of new posts and changes have come to the blog since the last Monthly Refap. Here are all of the posts that went live in December 2016 and January 2017:

Additionally, there are 3 new permanent pages found on the main navigation bar. One will house all of the Monthly Refap posts, another will collect current and future Ethical Exhibitionism post, and finally, there is officially a Nudes [18+ Only] gallery of all of my favorite sexy and pet play pics.

 

Sex Ed Stuff

My 2nd semester interning at the Center for Sexual Pleasure and Health officially started this past January 14th, but I had technically been working all throughout the winter holidays learning their social media schedule and fixing up the website a bit. For this Spring, I’m going primarily be helping operate FB and Twitter post scheduling, doing the Week in Review posts for the CSPH blog, while also completing website maintenance as needed.

Honestly, it feels REALLY good having so many consistent responsibilities to help the organization out. I’m getting a solid 8 or more hours of intern work a week now and in a lot of ways I’m really enjoying the experience of this semester even more than last Fall!

That being said, my writing here on the blog has really taken a backseat because of the increased internship workload, so, I plan to make more time for my own writing in February.

 

Pet Play, Fantasy Cocks, and SO Much Boobs

  • I did my first #SexEdPornReviews of the year for Crash Pad Series and had a lot of feels about how important queer porn is in my life.
  • Just last week I got all dressed up in my cat ears, tail, collar, and some slutty lingerie then posed for my partner who took the cutest, and hottest, gallery of me. They walked me around by a leash before ordering me to suck a dildo, fuck myself with it, jerk off into a cat food dish, and then lick the dish clean. You can check out some of the pics in the Nudes gallery!
  • Speaking of a dildo to suck and fuck, I was recently gifted a fantasy cock, the Sleipnir [size small], from a good friend and I seriously cannot get enough of it. It feels incredible and is hands down one of the best toys I have ever used for anal penetration so far. Of course, now I’m hooked on fantasy cocks in general and I want more…
  • Just last week, while feeling both depressed and frisky, I made a joke post about nobody sending me dick pics anymore so I would just have to send my own to myself. But a bunch of my femme friends actually stepped and surprised me with boob pics! I love that sexy selfies are the “mood lifter” among my friends.
  • At this point I think it’s safe to say that I’ve seen sexy selfies from, and have been seen naked by, most all of my closest friends with the exception of just a couple… which is pretty fucking awesome. Ya’ll are the best.

 

Mx Nillin’s Slutty Pic of the Month:

Okay, so there’s two of them this time. You’re welcome.

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My Fucket List: The Sex I Want in 2017

2016 was a pretty big year for sexual experiences. I traded a bunch of nudes with quite a few different friends, was seen naked by a LOT of people online (booya!), had some pretty great public sex, did my first ever cum tribute to a big crush of mine, sucked some FANTASTIC girl cock, and enjoyed quite a few great threesomes and foursomes with my partner and our sexy friends.

But there is still so much more I want to do. Here are 6 things from my sexual bucket list, which I call a Fucket List (hahhhhh, get it?), that I REALLY hope happen in 2017!

 

  • Have somebody take a POV pic of me sucking their cock

Confession: some of the sex pics that turn me on the most are those POV ones of somebody sucking cock. Seriously. They’re fucking hot and this is the year I want somebody to take a sexy and cute picture of me sucking their cock!

 

  • Take my first legit facial-selfie

On that note, I can pound this one out right afterward! Once upon a time [last year] I ejaculated on my own face and took some selfies of the aftermath. Admittedly, they turned out SUPER cute [still have all of those photos], but it just didn’t feel as good as I had hoped. I want an real facial selfie… like, with another person’s semen coating my mouth, chin, and cheeks as I make lust eyes at the camera. So, at some point in 2017 I want to suck cock, get that person to take a snap of me with their genitals in my mouth, then jerk them off all over my face, and snap the cutest selfie I can for my Twitter followers.

This WILL happen.

 

  • Do a cam show

I’ve masturbated with, and for, partners over video chat before but doing a cam show is a whole other thing. At some point this year I’m hoping to set up an account on a queer and trans friendly site and put on a show for a bunch of strangers, maybe make a little money while doing it too!

 

 

  • Go to, or host, a masturbation party!

I love masturbating, especially mutual masturbation. Be it with my partner, with a friend, or with my partner AND a friend, mutual masturbating is awesome. But a masturbation party… that’s next level; and it’s something I’ve loooong fantasized about. I’m really hoping to make 2017 the year I get to one. If I can’t find something that is queer and trans safe and inclusive then I may have to take things into my own hands… and organize it myself. Invite some select queer friends to come over and hang out, eat some snacks, listen to some music, talk about self-pleasure, maybe watch some queer porn, and all masturbate together! You know, as friends do!

 

  • Get Spitroasted

For those not in the know, a “spitroast” occurs when somebody is penetrated from behind while they simultaneously provide oral sex to another person. Typically, this tends to involve penises penetrating and receiving oral BUT, despite what the internet says, those rules are not mandatory.

Whether you are giving oral to a penis or a vagina, or you’re penetrated by somebody’s genitalia, fingers, fist, or a toy, you can define the “spitroast” however you like so that it works for you and your partner[s].

Personally, I fantasize about this happening with my partner penetrating me from behind with their strap-on while I pleasure one of our friends. Fingers crossed!

 

  • More social nudity!

Not necessarily sex related at all, I kinda just want to do a bunch more nudist socializing stuff in general next year. Like, clothing optional games nights, movie nights, meals, whatevs. Have some friends over, watch Netflix, be pantsless. Perfect.

 

Whats on sexual experiences do you hope to have or explore in 2017?

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Ethical Exhibitionism: Where to Find Consenting Audiences

I am an exhibitionist.

I love being watched. Slowly undressing, teasing, exposing myself, growing hard in my panties with watchful, lusting eyes on me. My hands shaking with excitement as I caress myself, exploring what feels good, working my way down to my throbbing girl cock, all the while thinking about the audience enjoying themselves as they watch me.

MMMMM. YES, PLEASE.

Of course, my exhibitionism isn’t just sexual in nature. I also just love hanging out even partially naked. I love being naked alone. I love being naked with my partner. I love being naked with friends. No sexy times necessary.

Here’s the thing, though: there is a very big difference between inviting people to watch you or look at your naked body vs. sending an unsolicited nude or just randomly exposing your flesh to somebody who hasn’t consented to seeing it (the latter would be entering sexual assault territory… in case you weren’t aware).

So, therein lies the question. How can one fulfill their exhibitionist needs and desires in an ethical and consensual way?

As somebody who has been really exploring this over the past year or so, here’s what I have found really quenches my thirst for an audience:

 

Extend an invitation to your friends!

Not even joking here. If you’re feeling adventurous and comfortable, sometimes just putting it out there reaps great results. [NOTE: “Putting it out there” does NOT mean randomly sending a pic of your junk to somebody who didn’t express a desire to see it, nor does it mean harassing somebody into reluctantly saying yes.]

A few weeks ago I was feeling frisky and wanted to experience the thrill of somebody seeing my nudes, so, I asked my Facebook friends if anyone was down for trading. To my pleasant surprise, there were actually a few takers!

It ended up being a really great night chatting with these friends about nudity, taking sexy selfies, what makes us feel sexy, and more. Those conversations were genuinely great to have and having them with some friends, seeing them naked, and knowing that they were looking at me naked, all made for a pretty damn good time.

As a bonus, one of the peeps who agreed has always been a REALLY big crush of mine so them sharing their nudes with me, and seeing mine, was so damn hot. Seriously.

Of course, it’s never a guarantee that any of your Facebook friends are going to want your sexy pics. All that depends on everything from timing to the comfort of your pals.

But hey… you never know, right? *suggestive wink*

 

Start your own sex blog.

Before starting this MxNillin site, there was a brief time when I had a Tumblr blog where I posted all my most explicit selfies and nudes. I’m talking full on masturbation pics, anal play, cum play, the works. And it was great! I met some really cool people who were sex workers, educators, and bloggers, all while enjoying the trill of being watched by countless followers and random viewers.

Eventually, I decided it wasn’t what I wanted right now and shifted my focus to this platform instead. However, I will always look back fondly on the few months I spent mingling with Tumblr’s massive community of sex and body positive artists, kinksters, and bloggers.

The one thing I would mention is that Tumblr has kind of a passive-aggressive approach to sex bloggers that use the site. Since 2013, they have removed the erotica category, disabled search function for all adult tags, removed adult Tumblr pages from the site’s internal search functions. Makes it really hard to find likeminded people and pages when you are first starting out. It’s pretty shitty, actually… but once you find that first person you really dig, it’s easy to branch out from there to connect with others.

Also, thank you, google. Type in any adult terms you’re interested in + tumblr and you’ll be well on your way. For example: queer sex tumblr.

 

Submit nudes anonymously.

If you don’t want to commit to running your own blog but still want to get your nudes out to an audience, there are a lot of Tumblr pages and sites out there that are always looking for submissions. Find one that you feel comfortable with and edit your pic to be as anonymous as you want it to be. For an extra layer of anonymity, consider utilizing a service like Mailinator; which allows you to create a 1-time use, disposable email for submitting your pics with no link to you personally.

For any trans, genderqueer, non-binary, agender, or gender diverse readers who might want to take this avenue, I strongly suggest Transqueersxxx. The blog has been around since 2011, is ran by really awesome gender diverse people, and operates as a safe space for other gender diverse folk to express and share their sexuality with other members of the community. I’ve submitted here several times with thoroughly positive experiences. Plus, between all of my submissions I got several hundred notes from peeps enjoying my nakedness, so the audience is definitely there!

[NOTE: If you are very concerned about your identity, make sure to follow the instructions already mentioned above and also consider the background details of your photos.

For example: have you taken a lot of everyday pictures or filmed video in your living room, which would be recognizable to your friends or anyone else who may follow your social media presence? If so, taking nudes in that room may lead to people in your life finding them someday. Consider shooting in a different room instead.

If you decide on someplace like your bedroom, be mindful of any personal photos that may be visible in the background of your sexy selfie and think about changing or removing your bed-sheets. Again, this attention to detail will improve how anonymous your picture submission really is.]

Take the below photo for example…

Note the black and white filter to take out colors, the simple backdrop of the corner of what could be any room, no visible face, no noticeable tattoos or piercings, etc. This could be anybody’s butt! I mean… it’s mine… but… it COULD be anybody’s!

Anyway, these are just a few suggestions for getting down with your exhibitionist self in, what I feel are, ethical ways. Have fun, BUT be respectful and considerate.

Are there any other ideas that you would suggest? Leave a comment!

For more Ethical Exhibitionism topics check out:

Outdoor and Semi-Public Places to Discreetly Masturbate

Considerate Cum Tributes

 

NOTE: Thursday updates will be re-posts from mxnillin.wordpress.com, which was permanently suspended by WordPress due to their anti-porn and anti-sex work policies. This post was originally published on June 29, 2016. Click here for the full story.

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