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A Christmas Orgy

Posted on December 28, 2019February 20, 2022 by MxNillin

Well… I don’t think I’m ever, ever, ever going to top this Christmas, friends. Because this Christmas I had a fucking orgy!

Yeah, that’s right, the fun times at the mansion stepped the fuck up a notch. Some of you might recall the exhibitionist fun and the foursome I wrote about having out there this past summer. In the time since then there have been other great gatherings full of casual nudity and other shenanigans. Just a couple of months ago I had an awesome threesome with Jacob and Emily next to a roaring fireplace, and shortly before that I masturbated as I watched them fuck in the pool while my partner Fal, and friend Toto, were peeking at us from an upstairs balcony.

So, good times already but oh my fucking god, last Wednesday… holy shit!

The whole thing started as a chill potluck. It was just a bunch of queer polyamorous peeps hanging out as chosen family to uplift and empower one another while sharing in a judgement free dinner together. After that came a large naked group swim of about 12-ish people completely bare in the water and hot tub together. Following that my partner Fal got some ornamental rope ties on them done by a new friend named Darryl, and then…

I honestly don’t even remember how it fucking started. I had been teasing, choking, spanking, and flirting with Fal, and they had been playing with me a little. Everyone else in the room was picking up on the vibes and Dave, one of our awesome hosts, decided to go grab a sex swing to hang from a hook in the middle of the room. Next thing I know Fal is sprawled out on it while I’m fingering them in the midst of a goddamn gangbang!

In total there were six of us actively playing in three simultaneous group sex acts: Fal and I, our friend Sox and new play pals Darryl, Dave, and T. On top of this both Emily and Jacob watched the orgy for a little bit, and Sox’ partner showed up to observe for a little while too.

All in all a LOT of fucking firsts happened for me there. A lot of firsts for things that I honestly didn’t necessarily think would ever happen. I mean, over the course of just a few hours I swam naked with a whole pool full of other naked people, then participated in my first orgy, which contained my first gangbang, first group masturbation, AND on top of it all played with people on a sex swing for the first time ever.

Some of my personal fave highlights:

– Me sucking Darryl’s cock while Fal sucked his balls.

– Fingering Fal to an intense orgasm while Jay, Darryl, T, and Sox all felt them up.

– Caressing T’s naked body while they laid naked on top of Jay and masturbated to multiple orgasms.

– Making eye contact and giggling with T as we both masturbated next to each other while watching Dave facefuck Darryl on the swing, as Fal blew Darryl.

Finally, Fal and I ended the evening with Sox up in her room. She didn’t want to play anymore but had expressed REALLY wanting to just watch us fool around. So, I laid on one of the two beds in her room while Fal sucked my girl cock and Sox moaned in pleasure from her own voyeuristic fulfillment. After putting on a bit of a show, Fal whispered in my ear to cum for our friend so I masturbated until ejaculating an ENORMOUS cumshot all over my stomach, chest, and face.

If cumming in front of Sox wasn’t already hot as fuck, she then got up from the other bed, walked over to me laying there in a mess of my own sin, used her finger to scoop up some of my cum from a big pool of it on my stomach, and slid it into her mouth to taste me.

Whhhat in the sweet fucking sexy Jesus, right!?!?

I’m not gonna lie, this was EXACTLY what I needed, y’all.

It has been a rough month with the recent major relationship changes in my life. I’ve been feeling a little less desirable lately which I’m sure has been an insecurity coming from really grieving lots having lost Kate as a lover and partner. Honestly, I’ve also been feeling really deflated in terms of my confidence in polyamory and non-monogamy. I think that as part of my grieving and working through the hurt and heartbreak there was a part of me that was starting to almost blame polyamory and non-monogamy for having been the whole cause of those sad feelings in the first place.

Being at this orgy was so, so affirming! It really showed me that polyamory and non-monogamy aren’t things for me to fear or avoid just because one polyamorous dynamic didn’t really work out in terms of being a lasting, long-term, intimate relationship like I hoped it might. So, yeah, it’s hard because that was a really important dynamic to me and it sucks it didn’t work out, but hey, sometimes things just don’t work out how you wished they would and they have to change into being something different.

And you know what? That’s okay, because sometimes after something doesn’t work out in the way you hoped it might you then have a Christmas day orgy for the first time ever in your life and it completely blows your fucking mind! LOL

I actually feel like I have even more resolve to keep living my best queer polyamorous life now, and to keep my heart open to others. Because not only did I feel sexy and desirable as all hell with 5+ people touching me, caressing me, watching me, and playing with me, but I also saw that there are still SO many exciting, sexy, fulfilling, intimate, emotional, and incredible experiences for me ahead with so many cute, attractive people.

Surprisingly, I actually think 2020 is gonna be one hell of a fucking year for me, and I can’t wait to see who I end up sharing it with.

And I hope all of you find the love, pleasure, and fulfillment that you need in your lives too! Here’s to a new fucking decade!

 

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  • 16 thoughts on “A Christmas Orgy”

    1. Violet says:
      January 6, 2020 at 7:26 pm

      Sounds like you had a great time! I’m curious though, how do boundaries, hard limits and consent get established in that sort of impromptu setting? I understand consent in the moment, but was there any conversation or negotiation before hand or was it all just organic?

      Reply
      1. Mx Nillin says:
        January 6, 2020 at 8:45 pm

        Honestly, in this particular case, it was all completely organic with absolutely no pre-planning, negotiation, or anything. Now, that can absolutely be a recipe for disaster, BUT luckily in this particular case, everyone involved happened to be extremely good communicators, and nobody was afraid of saying yes or no, people were very clear with expressing boundaries in the moment, clear about describing how they wanted to be touched, or if they just wanted people to watch, and everybody was actively asking for consent for every action.

        There were also check ins after orgasms, check ins between scenes, and check ins both after it was all done and the next morning.

        So, in this case the impromtuness just do happened to be okay 100% due to the personalities and communication skills of this specific group.

        I also think it’s important to point out that because over half of us were trans, and 3/4 of that were non-binary, there was no internalized or projected transphobia, and because the whole group was queer there was no conflicting sexual orientations or conflicts. Everybody actively WANTED everybody else, and internalized or projected queerphobia was not an issue at all either.

        Plus, we were all at least remotely familiar with each other, if even just knowing about each other in the greater community, so there was still a degree of familiarity between everybody even as peers/acquaintances.

        I truly think that impromptu click for us all was very lucky! I genuinely do not know how comfortable I’d actually feel in other groups without a lot more explicit boundary setting before hand.

        Reply
        1. Violet says:
          January 7, 2020 at 4:19 pm

          Thanks for the reply. It does sound lucky!

          Reply
    2. Bee says:
      January 2, 2020 at 4:02 am

      It sounds like a fun time was had by all, it’s been a long time since we’ve done anything like that. Maybe this is the year to experiment with others more again.

      Reply
      1. Mx Nillin says:
        January 6, 2020 at 8:48 pm

        Omg it was so good ❤ I hope that you do get the chance to perhaps explore and enjoy similar play with your partner this year too, if that what y’all want! Personally, I do STRONGLY recommend it 😂😍

        Reply
    3. nopantsendurance says:
      December 30, 2019 at 5:14 pm

      Well…I got some socks!

      Reply
      1. MxNillin says:
        December 30, 2019 at 9:52 pm

        If it’s ever in the cards you should come visit and we’ll take you out to the mansion for some good ol’ fashioned debauchery!

        Reply
    4. DeviantSuccubus says:
      December 30, 2019 at 4:02 pm

      Well, if that isn’t a fucking amazing Christmas, then I don’t know what is! That was hot! And the picture of Fal is really sexy, the look on their face is just .. wow! Yay for continuing to live the best queer polyamorous life!

      Reply
      1. MxNillin says:
        December 31, 2019 at 5:04 am

        Yay indeed! And Fal says thank you for the great compliments and sexiness affirmations ❤

        Reply
    5. Molly says:
      December 29, 2019 at 5:38 pm

      I think you got the Christmas delights that you so very needed. This post made me smile a great deal. Reading your joy and excitement is infectious but also now I want to swim naked with fun sexy folks again one day.

      Don’t ever stop being perfectly you

      Molly

      Reply
      1. MxNillin says:
        December 30, 2019 at 10:40 pm

        Thank you so much, Molly ❤ I’m so glad that you enjoyed the read and found my excitement and affirmations about it so infectious. And I hope you.get your opportunities to swim with naked with people, and experience any other social nudity that you desire, soon!

        Reply
    6. PurpleSole says:
      December 29, 2019 at 8:05 am

      Well they say Christmas is a time for coming together. Perhaps not like this but this looks like a much better tradition.

      Reply
      1. MxNillin says:
        December 30, 2019 at 10:44 pm

        My favorite way of coming together! 😂 Definitely hoping this becomes a lasting tradition, even if not exactly an orgy every time I do hope for more sexy Christmas’.

        Reply
    7. Julie says:
      December 29, 2019 at 4:07 am

      Wow, sounds like an amazing time. I’m so pleased to read this after seeing your recent relationship posts. Sometimes Christmas can be just the right time to let your hair down and have some fun. Seems you all did that in abundance. Great image too xx

      Reply
    8. elliott henry says:
      December 28, 2019 at 6:05 pm

      I would love to have been there, strong photo.

      Reply
    9. Brigit Delaney says:
      December 28, 2019 at 12:29 pm

      Wow…it looks like the universe just really sent you the sign and gift and playful swat on the butt you needed to brighten and smile your way into the new year! I’m happy for you that so many wonderful things occurred! Such a lovely, naughty way to celebrate!

      Reply

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