Guess what, fam!? Just this past week I delved into pet play for the first time ever and, despite my nerves and fears that I’d be really shitty at it, I think it actually went REALLY well!
Raven and I have both been wanting to do it for a while now. It was something we had discussed early on as potentially being a core type of BDSM play in our queerplatonic relationship dynamic both because it was a mutual kink interest and because Raven had long been a kitten without a master. Yet as thrilled as I was about experimenting with pet play – and possible even collaring them eventually – I’d be lying if I said that part of me wasn’t really nervous that I’d be a crappy master!
While I often soft-Dom for Fal in a lot of our everyday rough sex and general fucking, I’ve never really been confident at it. It’s more something that I’ve enjoyed doing for others, not so much for myself per-say, because I’m a pretty gentle and affectionate person outside of kinky play. So, I’ve always struggled with being the assertive, strong, domineering, mean Dom that I know my partners sometimes need.
That’s not to say I don’t fucking LOVE hurting my partners for their, and my, pleasure of course. Because I definitely fucking do. It’s the attitude and character of a Dom that I lack.
With Raven though I don’t necessarily need to worry about that because in this case I’m their Master and our play planning has generally revolved around more submissive and soft subservient pet play. I can be firm, and a little mean, but not feel pressure about changing my personality to a BDSM archetype that doesn’t feel like the right fit for me.
It also helped that a few hours before we actually got about to playing, Raven told me that it would be okay if the first time was garbage. That affirmation, along with their assurance that they were just excited to explore this dynamic with me in our own unique way, made me feel significantly more comfortable and calm about .
As for what we got up to, I used black licorice snacks (one of Raven’s favorite candies) as rewards for them performing tricks and undressing themself for me using just their paws, no fingers. Of course they had to get those treats by crawling across the bed on their paws and knees to gently retrieve them from atop my girl cock.
Once Raven was completely undressed, I slowly inserted their favorite vibrating butt plug then laid back as they humped my thigh, making it slicker and wetter with each thrust as their pre-cum coated my skin.
Watching, and feeling, their kitten parts slide over me was obviously hot as fuck, so I started to jerk off and it wasn’t long before I already felt my orgasm nearing. To my surprise though, my kitten begged for me to finish in their mouth. Of course I HAD to say yes and as soon as their lips wrapped around the head of my girl cock I started to cum.
They lifted their head, closed their eyes, carefully savored the taste of me in their mouth for a moment, and swallowed the whole load in one satisfied gulp. Licking their lips they then looked at me with these deeply hungry eyes, lost in their own lust, and I knew that my kitten was far from being done with playing with me…