He moves around me in the afternoon son, snapping photos of my naked body lounging in a brightly coloured chair out on an overlook by the Saskatchewan River. I trust him implicitly. He always knows how to capture my best angles. A nice breeze rolls over my thighs, through my pubic hair, up over my…
Tag: nudism
This Is 40
It feels like “Nillin” has barely had a chance to fully exist yet, and then I blink, and suddenly I’m already 40! I guess it makes sense. I only really came out as queer and trans in the early 2010s, at which point I was 26 and practically vibrating with gay need. But that’s what’s…
The 38-Year-Old Queer
In the past I’ve only done these posts every five years; first when I turned 30 and then again at 35. In both cases I reflected on difficult feelings about my identity and how bad my mental health always gets around my birthdays. It’s a trauma response for sure. After so many years of disappointment…
A Whole Damn Vibe
Oh hey? How goes it? That’s cool. Me? Oh, you know. Just hanging out naked with some friends, sipping on wine and munching on some chicken nuggets and fries. My boyfriend, Fenric, took this candid shot of me in my natural element. Vibing while enjoying some social nudism. There’s been a distinct lack of nudism…
Pandemdick
Who else has been masturbating a LOT lately? Maybe it’s because I’m bored… or maybe it’s because earlier this year I was having fucking orgies every other month at a goddam mansion and now I’m cooped up in my damn house 90% of the time fantasizing about the threesomes, foursomes, and more, that are just…




