One of my biggest non-monogamy needs has always been to have casual jerk off pals. I love the idea of getting picked up late night by a cute queer boy or enby, sitting in the passenger seat where I start to playfully touch and stroke myself under my skirt, making small talk as I’m driven…
Author: MxNillin
Non-Monogamy Is Really Important to Me
I’ve been wanting to write this post for a quite while, but have put it off because I was worried it might feel, or even just seem like, I’m trying to justify myself as a non-monogamous person vs celebrating it. That’s what I want to do here, celebrate my nonmonogamy while providing insight into my…
A Trail of Pleasure
My favourite part of Fen jerking me off, other than Fen jerking me off, is that moment immediately after when I’m just laying there, buzzing happily, and I glance down. Nothing fills me with good pleasure feels quite like seeing a glorious mess of cum all over my tummy and chest. It always feel so…
Existential Dread, Dating, and Finding New Connections as a Millennial Trans Queer
Turning 37 has come with a lot more big feelings than I’d thought it would. I mean, what even is 37? I hadn’t even considered that this was an age I could be until it was here. It’s not turning 40, entering that part of existence considered your “mid-life”. It’s not even turning 35, when…
I’m Sad That I Never Got to Be a Femboy
Ten years ago (as of next month), at the age of 27, I started coming out. It’s hard trying to move forward and grow when so much of your life has been spent denying yourself happiness. While it’s always good to finally break free from toxic patterns, to prioritize your needs, wants, desires, and wellness…