A very NSFW, pleasure focused, kink friendly, sex blog for trans queers and furries.
Continuing on the “I’m 40 now” train with some more fat, queer, body positivity! First, some feels. I’m at the largest I’ve ever been in my life and for the last year or so it’s been a source of self-doubt and criticism more than I’d like to admit. My stomach hangs out farther than it…
It feels like “Nillin” has barely had a chance to fully exist yet, and then I blink, and suddenly I’m already 40! I guess it makes sense. I only really came out as queer and trans in the early 2010s, at which point I was 26 and practically vibrating with gay need. But that’s what’s…
As 2025 comes to a close I find myself thinking a lot about the friends I’ve met, the community I’ve built, and the growth I’ve experienced over this past year. I’m so thankful for all of these new connections that will carry with me into the new year, and for the deeper understanding in myself…
Y’all, this is the first time in decades that I’m nearing the end of December and I’m “damn, what a great fucking year!” 2025 saw me not only writing another book, but two more in Carry On: Unpacking Your Internalized Transphbobic and Queerphobic Baggage, and, Nonmonogamy and Queer Inclusivity, with Thornapple Press. Both come out…
You know what? I have a nice cock! It’s kind of perfect, actually. Fen tells me all the time how it’s ideal to suck, and fits just right when I slide it inside of him. It’s a sentiment that’s shared by any of our mutual friend’s who’ve also given it a try. If I could…