“You always cum so much more when it’s all over me,” and he’s right, I do. When I’m masturbating, or he’s jerking me off, and I ejaculate onto myself I still make a mess but it’s nowhere near the amount as when I’m cumming on him. I shoot farther, thicker, and the sensation is heightened too.
But hey, as he and I often say, that’s just the Fen effect!

In other news, I’m excited to announce that my second book, Carry On: Unpacking Your Internalized Transphobic and Queerphobic Baggage, is available for preorder! It comes out on March 20th, 2026. You can also preorder my third book, Nonmonogamy and Queer Inclusivity, which releases November 6th, 2026.
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I am masturbating this morning