It’s weird feeling like something isn’t quite right about your body, yet having absolutely no idea of how to quantify or qualify that because there’s no comparison to go off of. Generally, it just feels real fucking bad. That’s what dysphoria is like for me. It’s both uncertain, and yet also all encompassing at the…
Author: MxNillin
The Taste of Me
I asked my boyfriend Fen what pictures I should post for Sinful Sunday this week and he was adamant that they be these ones. Cum eating has been a surprisingly core part of our play throughout our relationship. Whether it’s him ordering me to lick his hands clean after he jerks me off, or him…
NSFW Sex Toy Review: The Gnome Masturbator from LoveSmithToys
It has been a hot minute since I’ve done a sex toy review, so, when I reached out to LoveSmithToys over Etsy about their Gnome Masturbator I wasn’t expecting that I’d actually get to try one out! Lucky for me, they provided me with a beautiful custom pour in exchange for an honest review, which…
More an Enboy Than an Enby
“Enboy, also known as guyby and menby, is a term for someone who is a non-binary man. It can be used by anyone who identifies as both a man and as non-binary. It can include multigender people with a non-binary gender and man, gendervast people, people who are genderfluid or genderflux between non-binary and male,…
A Little Bit More
Again, there’s something especially empowering to me about seeing myself from my partner’s perspective. When I look down at myself, down at my body, with all of my acne and blemishes and scars, I just don’t see it. I don’t see how anyone could possibly be attracted to me. Could possibly want to touch me….




