It’s long overdue, but never too late! While I’ve had him collared for over six months now, I’ve never formally introduced my pup here on the blog.
Sadly, I haven’t had the best of experiences with pet ownership over the years. The last time was filled with inconsiderately high expectations, little compromise or consideration, and profound amounts of pressure, all of which ultimately led to me feeling more and more inadequate, uncomfortable, and unsafe. Rather than it being a collaborative experience, I was instead pushed into a specific mould as Master that never felt right or comfortable to me, and therefore was destined to crash in burn in a very harmful way… which it absolutely did as there was simply no way for me to possibly be what the other person wanted me to be. Not without being somebody entirely different, and forcing myself to undermine my sexual and emotional boundaries.
If you’re reading this and any of that sound familiar in a bad way, those are definitely red flag things to consider more. Kink dynamics shouldn’t make you feel any of those ways about yourself.
My pet play dynamic with Fen, on the other hand, is literally the exact opposite of that and it’s felt incredible! Everything about me being his Master, and him being my pet, has felt affirming, empowering, exciting, and like authentic synergetic in all of the right ways. There’s no stress or pressure to be any specific way, we’re completely free to explore and experiment as we go, it doesn’t impact our other relationships or connections, and it always feels fun and affirming. Exactly as it should be!
We’ve even started to use a kink app called “Obedience”, which allows me to set tasks for my boy to complete throughout the week for various awards, or punishments should he miss them. I had used it once before in that aforementioned unhealthy dynamic, so was hesitant to do so again, but it’s honestly been so much fun and felt really great overall. I’m really looking forward to playing around with it more as we figure out just how prominent we want this to be in our day to day, especially with consideration of our mental health, ADHD, and other personal experiences that make it a tad more challenging and requires more flexibility rather than strictness.
Anyway! While it was a little tricky picking a name, once “Howl” was out there it stuck practically immediately. Shortly after I got him the collar and tag we got to ring it all in at the mansion with him servicing my cock in a hood, and I repeatedly bred him in a sex swing. Definitely looking forward to much, much more of that soon.
In the meantime, here he is! My bestest boy! My doggo, my pup, my pet, my very own boy toy for breeding… my Howl! And he’s all mine.
pretty puppy sweet boy