Welcome to Day 8 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com
The first two weeks of posts this month will be lewds and nudes from a couple of years back, taken shortly after I first came out. These have NEVER been uploaded to the blog before and thus haven’t been seen by anyone other than my partners and close friends, until now.
I remember how I cried the first time you held me from behind.
How I felt so vulnerable not being the one to control a cuddle.
It wasn’t that I was scared or angry, far from it. I was overwhelmed with the realization that I didn’t have to constantly exert so much energy on being “strong”, “assertive”, or “manly”.
I could be the one being held.
I could be the one with my head in somebodies lap having my hair rubbed.
There was a whole new realm of intimacy before me and not a night goes by now that I can’t be without at least a few moments curled up against your midsection as you cradle me to rest.
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