This one’s been on my mind for a long time now, and I can’t quite seem to shake it… I’m AMAB but I wish that I was, and generally feel like I am, AFAB transmasc. That may not make a lot of sense to most. I mean, I’m already AMAB so wouldn’t that be an…
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Exploring New Identities
Like with every other period of personal change, I tend to enter into pretty extensive self-reflective mode for a while after emotional upheaval occurs and a huge part of that often includes thinking about my sexual, emotional, romantic, and relationship needs and wants. In the past that’s led to me contemplating major moves (be it…
Birthdays Are Hard and I’m Not Celebrating Mine Next Year
At least not in any formal or traditional way. Birthdays are just really fucking hard, y’all! Over the last few years, every single time July swings around I find myself starting to feel more and more anxious, often verging onto panic, and time has continuously shown it to be for good reason. In 2020, we…
How Dysphoria Feels to Me as a Nonbinary Queer
It’s weird feeling like something isn’t quite right about your body, yet having absolutely no idea of how to quantify or qualify that because there’s no comparison to go off of. Generally, it just feels real fucking bad. That’s what dysphoria is like for me. It’s both uncertain, and yet also all encompassing at the…
More an Enboy Than an Enby
“Enboy, also known as guyby and menby, is a term for someone who is a non-binary man. It can be used by anyone who identifies as both a man and as non-binary. It can include multigender people with a non-binary gender and man, gendervast people, people who are genderfluid or genderflux between non-binary and male,…