Continuing on the “I’m 40 now” train with some more fat, queer, body positivity! First, some feels. I’m at the largest I’ve ever been in my life and for the last year or so it’s been a source of self-doubt and criticism more than I’d like to admit. My stomach hangs out farther than it…
Tag: body positivity
This Is 40
It feels like “Nillin” has barely had a chance to fully exist yet, and then I blink, and suddenly I’m already 40! I guess it makes sense. I only really came out as queer and trans in the early 2010s, at which point I was 26 and practically vibrating with gay need. But that’s what’s…
Widening the Lens
I still have no idea what I’m doing with nudes, y’all. But I don’t want to keep posting cock and cum pics over and over again, so I’m trying to switch things up some! Problem is, I’m not entirely sure of what my angles are yet and how to take hot pics of my fat…
Candid Cake
Here I’ve been struggling to take good pictures of myself that make me feel sexy, and Fen just randomly captures these GREAT shots of my ass one morning. I swear, the most affirming and complimentary pictures of me are usually candids. I just need a crew constantly documenting all of the hot and adorable Nillin…
The Cake Is NOT a Lie
Last month my partner Fen gave me one of my favourite, most affirming pieces of art that that I’ve ever gotten of my fursonas. It was a drawover of an older picture of mine from the blog featuring Malbec in place of me. Seeing my fursona with my body and mannerisms, confident and comfortable and…




