Continuing on the “I’m 40 now” train with some more fat, queer, body positivity! First, some feels. I’m at the largest I’ve ever been in my life and for the last year or so it’s been a source of self-doubt and criticism more than I’d like to admit. My stomach hangs out farther than it…
Tag: personal
Bask In the Glow
He moves around me in the afternoon son, snapping photos of my naked body lounging in a brightly coloured chair out on an overlook by the Saskatchewan River. I trust him implicitly. He always knows how to capture my best angles. A nice breeze rolls over my thighs, through my pubic hair, up over my…
This Is 40
It feels like “Nillin” has barely had a chance to fully exist yet, and then I blink, and suddenly I’m already 40! I guess it makes sense. I only really came out as queer and trans in the early 2010s, at which point I was 26 and practically vibrating with gay need. But that’s what’s…
The Year of the Furry
I’m sure that my regular readers quickly noticed a heightened focus on furry content about half-way through this past year. While I’ve posted little reviews of furry porn comics and games in the past, it’s always been rather sporadic because I was anxious about alienating those who frequented the blog for my regular queer nudes…
My Favourite Nudes & Lewds of 2025
Y’all, this is the first time in decades that I’m nearing the end of December and I’m “damn, what a great fucking year!” 2025 saw me not only writing another book, but two more in Carry On: Unpacking Your Internalized Transphbobic and Queerphobic Baggage, and, Nonmonogamy and Queer Inclusivity, with Thornapple Press. Both come out…




