While I’ve thought a LOT about my sexual orientation and gender over the years, romantic orientation was never really something I actually put much thought or consideration into as a part of my identity until recently. For most of my life I just assumed that everybody ultimately wanted a romantic relationships with romantic partners and…
To say that this past year has been challenging would be a massive fucking understatement. On a personal level I’ve had to deal with severe depression, anxiety, transphobic abuse across the sex blogging community, struggles with PTSD over past family trauma, a toxic living situation that put me in major emotional distress for months, unemployment,…
Dear Sarah, I know that this year has been really hard, like really shit, and that you’ve been missing your friends and lovers a lot. We’ve missed you too! Like SO fucking much! I have legit found it extremely hard not being able to see you at all for nearly a year now and I…
Hey folks, it’s been a while! I’m not really in a place where I feel comfortable getting into what’s been going on but there’s been a lot of big changes in my life over the last month and I’ve been in a pretty challenging and introspective place from them all. I know that vague-blogging is…
Welcome to Day 8 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 8 post here: “Little Spoon“ It has only been a couple of weeks and I already miss them. I don’t get to see them often, but when I do it’s always amazing. When last they were…