It still hasn’t fully sunk in yet for me that I’m actually on HRT. This past September I made the trek from Saskatoon to Moose Jaw to finally talk with a doctor about the possibility of taking steps toward some degree for medical transition. I knew that I didn’t want any bottom or top surgery,…
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Like It Was Yesterday; My Comet Partner
Sometimes things don’t line up when you really want them to. Like when a girl you like a whole lot isn’t in the right place to have an intimate connection with you, and then when she is you’re not in a place to have one with her. And then she moves over four-thousand kilometres away…
The 38-Year-Old Queer
In the past I’ve only done these posts every five years; first when I turned 30 and then again at 35. In both cases I reflected on difficult feelings about my identity and how bad my mental health always gets around my birthdays. It’s a trauma response for sure. After so many years of disappointment…
It’s Harder Now: How Viagra Is Improving My Confidence
Erectile dysfunction (ED) is rough. Even just talking about it can be a challenge, especially when you’re younger like me (I’m just turning 38) and everyone seems to think that this shouldn’t be a problem for you right now. Yet for the last few years I’ve silently been struggling with it following a series of…
I Had No Future Until Now
Nobody said this was gonna be easy, but I didn’t think that it would be this hard either. I’m on a bunch of dating apps, matching with people here and there, but they’re all widely dead ends. Missed connections, conflicting schedules, drops in conversation, a lack of energy on both sides, it’s all contributed to…




