Sometimes I get these really strong desires for a copious amount of chill, no-strings-attached sex. I hyper fixate on it, thinking it’s all I need for days at a time. It would be easy then to hop in a car with some random boy and jerk off together, or suck each other off, then part…
Tag: polyamory
Boys in the Backseat
Our boygirlfriend, Jaxxy, came to stay with Fen and I for a few days last weekend and it was an amazing visit. Not only were vibes good, and tons of cuddles were had, including a cozy park day, but also… gay group sex happened! Lots of it! Fen sat in the backseat with Jaxxy when…
Horny Sad Boy Vibes
Happy Pride month, all! This year I’ve been really investing a lot into my self-expression, especially in terms of buying clothing and generally following through with transition related goals that bring me the most joy and affirmation in who I am. As a part of this I’ve also been leaning more and more into being…
Breaking The Anxious Avoidant Dance
When you’ve had to operate emotionally at a 10 for so long, it’s hard accepting that you’re safe enough to relax and not operate in survival mode. I made a lot of really big mistakes last year while in an activated state that I really regret. Mistakes that almost cost me one of the most…
I Asked Former Partners, Play Friends, and Hookups to Give Me Feedback
If you haven’t checked it out yet, you should go and read the bold and interesting post that Girl on the Net (follow her on Bluesky) put up this week. It was originally posted on a site that she used to write for, but sadly is gone now. Fortunately, many of her pieces survived in…