[CW: one NSFW image and talk of dysphoria, depression, and thoughts of self-harm] After coming out as queer and trans in late 2013, following years of struggling with my identity in secret, I was in the best shape of my adult life. Just over two-years prior I was at 225 lbs, chain smoking, binge eating…
Author: MxNillin
Are You Reading the Rock Cocks? Because You Should Be Reading the Rock Cocks.
So, I haven’t really read the Rock Cocks in a while but I swung by the webcomic this evening and HOT DAMN, you should go check it out right now. Track 6 has just begun with Suria and Steg on the road to their next gig. To stay awake they start talking about album cover…
Ethical Exhibitionism: Where to Find Consenting Audiences
I am an exhibitionist. I love being watched. Slowly undressing, teasing, exposing myself, growing hard in my panties with watchful, lusting eyes on me. My hands shaking with excitement as I caress myself, exploring what feels good, working my way down to my throbbing girl cock, all the while thinking about the audience enjoying themselves…
Dear, Canadian Blood Services: Your Donor Policies are Transphobic, Homophobic, and Inhumane
I am impure. I am tainted. I am dangerous. At least according to Canadian Blood Services, I am. Over the course of this past week, they have excitedly announced “groundbreaking” changes to their intake of blood from gay men; which now requires them to only abstain from any sex with other men for at least…
Bathrooms and Being Non-Binary
Here I am on an average Monday. My hair is all messy, pulled back into pigtails, and I have visible stubble on my face because I haven’t shaved for 2-days. I am well aware that I do not “pass”. Even I acknowledge that while I am quite femme in how I dress, I by no…