Yeah, so, I know it’s already halfway through January but when have I ever fucking memed memes when they were popular and relevant? NEVER! That’s when. I do what I want.
Anyway, I’m sure a lot of you have seen those “beginning of decade vs end of decade” photo comparisons that basically everybody on the face of the planet did by sharing selfies of themselves close to 2010 side-by-side with a recent selfie from 2019. Well, I really wanted to do something similar only with my delicious nudes!
Luckily, despite me purging a great deal of old lewds I took prior to me coming out, due to some past trauma feels around them all, I managed to find a mini-gallery of photos I took back in early 2013 for Fal when I not only still identified as a cis boy but I was also a flat track roller derby referee and went by an entirely different name. Seeing those shots next to more recent NSFW pics of me is… fucking weird!
Like, whoah, I’m definitely not the same person as I was and thank fuck for that.
So, please enjoy enjoy these never before shared nudes of pre-queer acceptance me next to the sexy as fuck, loud, proud, and WAY better at taking nudes, Mx Nillin!
12 thoughts on “Beginning of the Decade Nudes vs End of the Decade Lewds”
I love a sexy butt pic — and both sets definitely count! Also, I can hear “I do what I want” in my head now — something I say to myself quite often, lol.
I love the contrast of the two sets of images – thank you for sharing them. I have to say that I’m fucking honoured to know the “sexy as fuck, loud, proud” Mx Nillin of 2020 – you’re fucking awesome.
Glad roller derby has no penalty for Illegal Use of the Hands!
Haha modern flat track roller derby does! It’s called “forearms”. But only if the action initiated with your hands/forearms impacts the position of an opposing skater in the pack. You can only “block” or “hit” with your shoulders/upper arms, torso, and hips. And omg I can’t believe you just got me to talk roller derby penalties for the first time on this blog EVER hahaha.
You’re gorgeous! Thanks for sharing 🙂
What makes them so much more amazing is knowing you’ve changed inside much more than out. Your essence is what colors your newest photos, and it is actually easy, with your explanation, to see the change.
What a fascinating comparison! I agree with Krystal, there’s a confidence with your later pictures that’s really cool.
I think so too! I’ve never compared my nudes like this before and it’s really empowering and affirming seeing that growth like this 😊 Thanks for commenting!
What an interesting comparison! I like the black and white striped shirt, but I love the more calm and confident version of you in the more recent pictures definitely more.
Thank you! I really love those old photos of me in my referee jersey and skates too, but yeah there’s definitely a noticeable confidence and comfort in those newest ones that makes me smile reflecting on 😊❤
All your images are awesome! What I do like about the more current pics are the way you show more of your body and add some facial expressions, as well. I love them all!
Thank you! Yeah it’s really interesting how that change in body confidence came out more and more too. I used to NEVER like even taking off my shirt in front of just one person then there I was taking full body nudes and posting them to the internet! Self-acceptance can be powerful af ❤