One of my biggest non-monogamy needs has always been to have casual jerk off pals. I love the idea of getting picked up late night by a cute queer boy or enby, sitting in the passenger seat where I start to playfully touch and stroke myself under my skirt, making small talk as I’m driven around, my cock throbbing and dripping in anticipation while I tease myself. We’d find somewhere nice and discreet, turn off the vehicle, then dive right into it. If I’m lucky, the other person with me is into some dirty talking while we watch each other slowly jerking off, really relishing in the exchange of voyeurism and exhibitionism and shared pleasure with me.
It’s been years since I’ve done anything like that, but I finally got the opportunity to again last week! The person I met up with was somebody I’d almost done so with a few times over the years but things just never quite lined up until now. That made it feel pretty long overdue in a lot of ways. He picked me up a couple blocks away from my house and we drove around for a while chatting about the local queer community and nerding out about animated shows we like, which definitely made me feel a lot more comfortable overall. It took a bit of looking around, but we finally found a dark back road by an unlit field where we excitedly pulled our cocks out and whispered heated encouragement as we masturbated for each other.
Knowing he was watching me as I came all over my black shirt, then watching him as he shot a hot load across his bare stomach, was exactly what I needed!
I hope to have more experiences like this ahead. There are a couple other folks I’m talking to, and at least two of them are people I’d love to jerk off with sometime soon. With the right person I think I’d even be down to suck some cock too, but I’d have to feel particularly safe with the person for that to occur. But it’s been hard to match the timing and logistics up. You’d think it’d be fairly simply to just coordinate getting into a car and parking somewhere to get off with somebody but it’s not always so simple. Finding somebody I could do this relatively consistently with would be great though.
I’m not looking for much more than that with this. I’m feeling very fulfilled in my relationships with Fen and Verne, and my schedule is incredibly comfortable and important to me. This isn’t about starting anything new so much as it is about fulfilling my non-monogamy needs and satisfying my cravings for new sexual experiences with new trans and nonbinary queers.
I just want a queer friend to casually watch me cum. And I want to watch them cum too!