Sadly, I don’t get to see my fuckmeat very often. Yet even with the gaps of time between visits, I love that we’re still able to enjoy a genuine Master and sex slave dynamic whenever it is that we do manage to get to play together. Because while we’ve only hooked-up a few times, and we don’t talk super frequently, as soon as he walks into my room, and I walk into his, he’s all mine.
And I mean that in the truest sense of the word. Mine. Mx Nillin’s. His mouth, his cunt, his asshole, his whole body, I can have it all any way that I want. As hard as I want. As slow as I want. As fast as I want. It’s my call how I take him, where I cum, when I cum, and how much I cum before we part ways.
It’s a good reminder to me that there is no right or wrong way for a kink dynamic to look. While I have a very regular, daily connection with my kitten, because we live together and have scheduled playtime each week, that doesn’t mean that my part-time, casual exchange with fuckmeat is any less important or valid to me. It’s still a dynamic that I value and that I’m really proud of how we’ve been exploring it together when we’re able to.
Unfortunately, I’ve actually heard a lot of criticism levied at dynamics where the owner or top doesn’t get to order their sub around all the time, but you know what? Fuck that. Not everyone can reasonably just drop everything. Having time or capacity limitations doesn’t make somebody any less worthy of having the kink exchanges that they desire, or for those bonds to be seen and respected as just as valid as any other.
My fuckmeat is my fuckmeat, whenever he’s able to be. He’s mine, when he reasonably can be. But his life, his job, his education, it all comes first, as it always should. I’d never want our dynamic to have any sort of negative influence on any of those things. Hell, even if we were 24/7, I’d still want those things to come first in his life, or in the lives of any of my subs!
And while I’d obviously love to fuck and breed him more often, I’m just glad that I get to at all sometimes. Here’s looking forward to the next time when he walks into my room for me to use him good and fill him full of my cum.
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