At least not in any formal or traditional way. Birthdays are just really fucking hard, y’all! Over the last few years, every single time July swings around I find myself starting to feel more and more anxious, often verging onto panic, and time has continuously shown it to be for good reason. In 2020, we…
Tag: mental health
A Whole Damn Vibe
Oh hey? How goes it? That’s cool. Me? Oh, you know. Just hanging out naked with some friends, sipping on wine and munching on some chicken nuggets and fries. My boyfriend, Fenric, took this candid shot of me in my natural element. Vibing while enjoying some social nudism. There’s been a distinct lack of nudism…
I’m a Switchy Bitch; What BDSM and Being Kinky Means to Me
So… sex has been a little weird for me lately. Most of that is thanks to stress and trauma, and some lingering insecurity issues, but I’ve also been coming to some pretty big truths about myself in terms of my needs, wants, desires, and boundaries. Namely, in how I wasn’t really centring any of that…
Bouncing Back
It’s hard enough going through a succession of back to back breakups, but doing so while also in the midst of a brutal emotional low following months of being made to feel inadequate, insecure, like a failure, shamed about your other relationships, and generally bad about yourself in every conceivable way, is extra fucking rough….
How Dysphoria Feels to Me as a Nonbinary Queer
It’s weird feeling like something isn’t quite right about your body, yet having absolutely no idea of how to quantify or qualify that because there’s no comparison to go off of. Generally, it just feels real fucking bad. That’s what dysphoria is like for me. It’s both uncertain, and yet also all encompassing at the…




