Welcome to Day 20 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 20 post here: “That Ass Though” Just kidding, I totally care. Honestly, my bright, loud, super gay side-cut hair is hands down one of the most consistently queer affirming things about my appearance for me. Sadly,…
Tag: mental health
Hop In, the Water’s Fine!
Welcome to Day 7 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 7 post here: “What Even Is ‘Sexy’?” Showers are my safe space. Definitely my go to for self-care, which is weird because I don’t often do a lot of grooming or washing in them per say….
Moving On When You Can’t Stop Holding On
I’m grieving, friends. And that’s a good thing because if I’m being honest here I haven’t really allowed myself to do that these past few weeks since Kate ended the polyamorous triad. I think that part of the difficulty is that we’re not treating it as a traditional breakup so much as a transition from…
Tired and Sad
There’s been a couple of occasions when I’ve talked about my anxiety, my trauma, and feeling depressed, but I don’t think I’ve ever really talked about it outside of just saying “yeah, I feel like shit”. Right now I’m really in the thick of it and it fucking sucks because there’s actually no discernible reason…
Unpacking My Anxieties & Shame About Anal
So here’s the deal: in all my messy cum eating, ethical public threesome having, hardcore furry porn reading, and honeydew melon fucking kinkiness one thing that I STILL have a lot of weird fucking hangups about is anal sex. But not anal sex in general, just anal sex as in me being on the receiving…