Dear Sarah, I know that this year has been really hard, like really shit, and that you’ve been missing your friends and lovers a lot. We’ve missed you too! Like SO fucking much! I have legit found it extremely hard not being able to see you at all for nearly a year now and I…
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It’s Been Hard
Hey folks, it’s been a while! I’m not really in a place where I feel comfortable getting into what’s been going on but there’s been a lot of big changes in my life over the last month and I’ve been in a pretty challenging and introspective place from them all. I know that vague-blogging is…
When Last They Were Here
Welcome to Day 8 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 8 post here: “Little Spoon“ It has only been a couple of weeks and I already miss them. I don’t get to see them often, but when I do it’s always amazing. When last they were…
My First Hookup Fuck-up
Everyone’s got at least one bad hook-up story. Even I do! Kinda sucks though that mine happened to be one of the first times that I ever hooked up with somebody else. Let’s set the scene: it’s the summer of 2002, people haven’t figure out that Men In Black II sucks yet, The Sims is…
Lingerie My Way
I’ve always had a really rough relationship with underwear and other forms of lingerie. When I came out as queer and trans in late 2013 I almost immediately found myself swept up into all of these expectations for my transition to center clear, and hyper-feminization. It was as if as soon as I announced I…




