I know that content has been kinda slow around here as of late. I’ve been going through some burnout from having to deal with the aftermath of calling out transphobia in sex blogging over the last month, but I was going through a whole bunch of photos from my various cell phones over the years…
Tag: mental health
Queer Hair, Don’t Care
Welcome to Day 20 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 20 post here: “That Ass Though” Just kidding, I totally care. Honestly, my bright, loud, super gay side-cut hair is hands down one of the most consistently queer affirming things about my appearance for me. Sadly,…
Hop In, the Water’s Fine!
Welcome to Day 7 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 7 post here: “What Even Is ‘Sexy’?” Showers are my safe space. Definitely my go to for self-care, which is weird because I don’t often do a lot of grooming or washing in them per say….
Moving On When You Can’t Stop Holding On
I’m grieving, friends. And that’s a good thing because if I’m being honest here I haven’t really allowed myself to do that these past few weeks since Kate ended the polyamorous triad. I think that part of the difficulty is that we’re not treating it as a traditional breakup so much as a transition from…
Tired and Sad
There’s been a couple of occasions when I’ve talked about my anxiety, my trauma, and feeling depressed, but I don’t think I’ve ever really talked about it outside of just saying “yeah, I feel like shit”. Right now I’m really in the thick of it and it fucking sucks because there’s actually no discernible reason…




