I’m grieving, friends. And that’s a good thing because if I’m being honest here I haven’t really allowed myself to do that these past few weeks since Kate ended the polyamorous triad. I think that part of the difficulty is that we’re not treating it as a traditional breakup so much as a transition from…
Tag: mental health
Tired and Sad
There’s been a couple of occasions when I’ve talked about my anxiety, my trauma, and feeling depressed, but I don’t think I’ve ever really talked about it outside of just saying “yeah, I feel like shit”. Right now I’m really in the thick of it and it fucking sucks because there’s actually no discernible reason…
Unpacking My Anxieties & Shame About Anal
So here’s the deal: in all my messy cum eating, ethical public threesome having, hardcore furry porn reading, and honeydew melon fucking kinkiness one thing that I STILL have a lot of weird fucking hangups about is anal sex. But not anal sex in general, just anal sex as in me being on the receiving…
In a Slump
It’s July again and, unfortunately, much like last year I’m honestly just not feeling it at fucking all with blogging. I don’t know why this seems to happen around July, but here we are again and while I have a lot of post started I’m REALLY struggling to finish any of them. The only reason…
Stressed, Depressed, and Horny as Fuck
[CN: discussing of depression and abuse. Homophobic slurs.] I barely get out of bed during the week right now. Each day I wake up, feed the pets, then collapse back into bed and sleep until it’s mid-afternoon. I usually think about going to grab a coffee, or going for a walk, or having a bath,…




