I’ve been thinking an awful lot about my needs and wants when it comes to relationships lately. In early 2021, shortly after the big parts of the pandemic lockdown were starting to lift, I was in a pretty chaotic state of being. Following months of emotional turmoil, gaslighting, arguments, manipulation, intimidation, and yelling, all culminating…
Tag: polyamory
My 2023 Fucket List
Wow, it has been a while since I’ve done one of these. Two years, in fact! When I used to do them I think I took them a little too literally. When I didn’t end up experiencing as much of my fucket lists as I’d hoped I’d feel pretty bummed out about it, like I…
How Many People Have I Had Sex With?
A couple of months ago, with just under two-weeks until the start of February Photofest 2023, Molly Moore made a post that peaked my interest in a big way because of how self-reflective it was. In it, she asked herself the big questions: What is sex? How many people has she had sex with? Does…
I’m Not Okay: Fear and Self-Loathing in 2023
CW: discussion of abuse, SA, severe mental health struggles, depression, negative self-talk, etc. Okay, I think it’s time to talk about my insecurities and anxieties more because I feel like they’re at an all-time high. Or low? I dunno, whichever. Basically, I feel like shit about myself and just, like, not confident at all. I…
An InCUDDLEble Night
Welcome to Day 26 of February Photofest 2023, a month long lewd photo event organized by Molly Moore of Molly’s Daily Kiss! Yesterday was quite possibly one of the most affirming nights I’ve had in a long time. It genuinely could not have come at a better time too. I’ve been struggling really badly with…




