Welcome to Day 16 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com This was Toto’s favorite picture they took of me this month and I can definitely see why. I fucking LOVE the way I look here! Like, it’s kinda ideal body feels for me tbh. My tummy looks super cute, which is usually a huge point…
Category: Let’s Get Personal!
The First Person
Welcome to Day 14 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com People always look at me weird when I say that I’m in a long-term, complicated, polyamorous relationship with myself; but it’s true! I mean, generally speaking, I’ve shared more intimacy, romance, and vulnerability with myself than any other person on the planet and if this…
Stressed, Depressed, and Horny as Fuck
[CN: discussing of depression and abuse. Homophobic slurs.] I barely get out of bed during the week right now. Each day I wake up, feed the pets, then collapse back into bed and sleep until it’s mid-afternoon. I usually think about going to grab a coffee, or going for a walk, or having a bath,…
4 Amazing Things That Happened to Me During this Pretty Shitty Year
2018 has kinda been balls, y’all. Between seeing a stark rise in violent white supremacy, culturally centric hate speech, the reversal of civil rights, targeted murders of vulnerable minorities, the rise of full blown fascism in the Americas, a massive boom in transphobia worldwide and tons of other depressing and terrifying shit, it’s been hard…
3 Kinks I’m Still Struggling With
[CW: this post contains sexually explicit images and descriptions, as well as discussion of consensual non-consent and forced feminization.] I’ve always had a very tenuous relationship with most of my kinks. Sometimes I embrace them proudly, like I do with ethical exhibitionism and voyeurism, while other times I actually go back and forth on being…




