Every single winter season, like fucking clockwork, from late November until the end of December, I struggle with the same damn thing: dry skin on my fucking penis. Most times for me it’s luckily just your standard flaky, red, mildly irritated situation that requires me to be gentle on the whole sex and masturbation front…
Category: Let’s Get Personal!
Queer Hair, Don’t Care
Welcome to Day 20 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 20 post here: “That Ass Though” Just kidding, I totally care. Honestly, my bright, loud, super gay side-cut hair is hands down one of the most consistently queer affirming things about my appearance for me. Sadly,…
Hop In, the Water’s Fine!
Welcome to Day 7 of February Photofest 2020 on mxnillin.com! Centering queer lewdness and hardcore genderfuckery. Read 2019’s Day 7 post here: “What Even Is ‘Sexy’?” Showers are my safe space. Definitely my go to for self-care, which is weird because I don’t often do a lot of grooming or washing in them per say….
Setting New Relationship Non-Negotiables After a Breakup
It has been quite a damn while since I’ve had to go through the depression and emotional work of a breakup, let alone set any new boundaries or relationship non-negotiables as part of moving on. Over six years in fact! This recent relationship that ended was my second longest overall, was technically my first ever…
My Bucket and Fucket Lists for the 2020s
As a very introspective and self-reflective person I tend to spend a lot of time musing on my relationships and friendships, as well as the needs, wants, boundaries, desires, and expectations that frame them. So, when I saw Molly Moore‘s recent post “Bucket, Fuck and Christmas Lists” It actually reminded me of how I used…




