Welcome to Day 26 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com [CONTENT NOTE: this post contains negative self-talk and transphobic self-deprecating comments that may be triggering or upsetting to some readers, particularly trans or gender diverse folks.] “You’re fat, and hairy, and disgusting, and full of shit and nobody actually thinks you’re attractive at all….
Category: Let’s Get Personal!
A Me I’ve Never Seen
Welcome to Day 19 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com Honestly, this whole month has been the most comfortable I’ve felt in my own skin in a long time. I genuinely feel the social nudism time I’ve spent with Toto, both of us just being naked while writing together and photographing each other for hours…
A Look of My Own
Welcome to Day 16 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com This was Toto’s favorite picture they took of me this month and I can definitely see why. I fucking LOVE the way I look here! Like, it’s kinda ideal body feels for me tbh. My tummy looks super cute, which is usually a huge point…
The First Person
Welcome to Day 14 of February Photofest 2019 on MxNillin.com People always look at me weird when I say that I’m in a long-term, complicated, polyamorous relationship with myself; but it’s true! I mean, generally speaking, I’ve shared more intimacy, romance, and vulnerability with myself than any other person on the planet and if this…
Stressed, Depressed, and Horny as Fuck
[CN: discussing of depression and abuse. Homophobic slurs.] I barely get out of bed during the week right now. Each day I wake up, feed the pets, then collapse back into bed and sleep until it’s mid-afternoon. I usually think about going to grab a coffee, or going for a walk, or having a bath,…